Bts 8th Member ~Kim Hana

Return Regret

//3rd POV//

Hana woke up today late, which meant that she was late for practice. Today they were practicing for their comeback Blood, Sweat, and Tears for their new album Wings. She was so stressed enough with the previous dances but this one worried her the most. The dance not only is difficult in general, but required plenty of stamina, which Hana didn't really have. The dance also included jump travelling. This was the part that worried Hana the most.
Hana ran out of her dorm to the practice room. She entered seeing only 6 boys covered in sweat. She gulped. "Where were you Hana??" Asked Teahyung confused and frustrated. "I er... slept in.." She looked down to her shoes. Sighs in the background could be heard as the frustrated Taehyung walked away. Hana turned her head, not wanting to see their ashamed faces, and placed her bag and water down on the floor. Immediately the music started playing and Hana didn't have any time to get positioned. She ran over to her spot and focused. Hana looked at herself in the mirror and felt disgusted. Not only did she arrive late, but she also lost precious hours of practice. "Idiot...." she mumbled to herself. Suddenly the doors were opened and everyone looked at that direction. Hobi walked in, but didn't look at anyone. He gulped down some water and got into position as well. The rest focused back and practiced for a couple of hours. Hana, though, always messed up the same part in the choreo. At first, the boys were fine with it, only if she got it right the next time. Then it would happen again and again and again. The guys were all stressed and frustrated. Some even left the room to vent out.
The music played again and Hana was doing amazing until the she turned and bumped into Hobi. She got pushed back and fell onto the floor.
"Ah Hobi I'm s-"
"YAHH HANA!! Why the hell do you keep messing up?!? Get the damn move right already!!!" He gave her an agry look as he spat words at her. Namjoon, Jimin, and Jungkook were the only ones in the room when he yelled that at her, so they all looked at Hobi and then back at Hana. She coward on the ground with tears in the corner of her eyes. He then felt regret as he saw her. "Wait Hana I di-" "No, I get it... I'll leave.." Hana quickly got up and walked towards her stuff. "I'm g-going to my dorm." Her voice cracked a bit and she scolded herself for sounding like that. They all watched her as she left. Jungkook wanted to go after her, but Jimin pulled his arm, saying no. Hana left them all in a room filled with an awkward silence. "Aishh!!" Hobi kicked his bottle across the room and went to a corner and sat down. Jungkook was angry that Hobi yelled at her like that, since she's the youngest, Hana is super sensitive to yelling due to her past problems. He stomped his way through the exit. "Ah Kookie where are you going??" Namjoon asked. "Water." The only thing he said.
Hana went quickly up to her dorm and locked it as she stepped in. She knew she messed up a lot but why did Hobi yell at her like that. He sounded so mad and frustrated. Hana sighed to herself as she laid in her bed. Her phone rang and she perked her head up and read the messages. Her eyes grew wide and got off the bed and left running out of the dorm. It turned 7 pm and Hana still hasn't come out of her room. The boys started growing worried, not because she didn't leave her room, but because she hasn't answered anyone's calls or texts.
"Yah Hoseok, why did you yell at her??" He did not answer and only sat at the ground ashamed. Namjoon looked at him and turned around to see the rest of the group return. "Joon, where's Hana?" Asked Tae with his goofy smile. "I brought her some snacks, I brought everyone some snacks we can eat while we practice. I just thought that all of you were doing great so I went out and bought them!!" He smiled at everyone. Hobi, in the other hand, frowned  with guilt, as he heard those words. Tae looked around. "Why is everyone so glum? Did something happen??" Jimin was first to tell. " Hoseok ah yelled at Hana and she stormed off to god knows where.." Jimin looked at Tae and he wore a concerned expression. "She is in her dorm relax." Tae sighed of relief. " I'm going to go talk to her then!" He left.
"Hanaaa open the door pleasee!!" Tae begged for 5 minutes straight. He stood in front of her door waiting for an answer. He tried to open the door, and to his surprise it opened. "Hana..?" Tae asked. He looked everywhere in her dorm and there was no sign of her anywhere. Tae ran back to the group.
The doors were thrown open as Taehyung gasped for air. Shocked, the boys asked what happened and if he was okay. "Ah...H..Hana..missing.." Jin handed Tae some water. He drank almost half of it down in a second. "Hana isn't in her room and her door was unlocked. I checked everywhere but I couldn't find anything." The boys grew even more concerned for Hana. "Jungkook isn't here either. He left for water and never came back. We thought that maybe something must've come up so we let it slide.." Namjoon said. Jin, being worried about about the two youngest, decides to call Jungook.
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"Ah, yes hyung?" Jungkook spoke from the other line. "Where are you right now?" Jin asked. There was a paused and silence filled the room.
"Oh um, I'm with Hana."
"Can I speak with her, please?"
There was another long pause again but mutters and whispers could be heard from the other side.
"Yes Jin, you wanted to speak to me?"
The boys gasped and smiled hearing her soft voice again, even if it was through a call. "Can you come home, it's late. I'll make you whatever dinner you want. Anything, just please come back home." Jin begged. Again, the long pause. "Okay, I'll be there in 20 minutes." Then she hanged up. Jin sighed and was hugged by the remaining maknae line.

//Hana's POV//

I started to regret my decision on returning back home. Not only was I nervous but I was scared to see Hobi be mad at me again. At least Jungkook was there for me.
'I sighed to myself as I laid in my bed. My phone suddenly rang and I perked my head up and read the message. "Hana I saw that you were upset by what Hoseok-ah told you. It kinda made me upset and mad too. But don't think much of it, it's not a big deal, I messed up a few times myself too, I try to compose and focus back on the steps. But in the end, just remember that it will all be worth it for ARMY! Fighting!!" I smiled and type in a text. But before I could send it he sent me another one.
"By the way, if you want to talk, I'm outside the building. We could go take a walk or even try practicing our routine in the other practice room?" I smiled even more and said sure. I grabbed my things and ran outside the building.' I sighed again, but I'm pretty sure it was louder this time. We were already in front of the place. Me and Jungkook both entered. Everyone was inside waiting. Both of us got dropped to the floor by the maknaes. "Hanaa!! Where were you??? We missed you!!" Taehyung fake cried in my ear. "Aish TaeTae you're heavy.." I said muffled by his arm. He chuckled and picked me up. I brushed off some hair from my face and the first thing that I saw was Hobi. My body stiffened as I remembered how he yelled at me. I looked back at the ground feeling tears threatening to drop. Suddenly I could feel someone hugging me. "Hana i'm sorry. For yelling at you and not realizing that you were stressed out and having a hard time too. I should've known better than to do that." I couldn't move. Instead I embraced his warm body as well. I wanted to smile and tell him it was okay but I didn't know how to do that right now. All I did was hug him back. Hobi let go of me slightly and pulled my chin up. I was full on crying like a baby. I couldn't hold the tears anymore so don't blame me. My nose was red and I could feel my cheeks heat up. I rubbed my eyes trying to stop but was taken of guard when Hobi kissed my forehead. Then I could finally speak. "Yah Hobi, you're making me cry like a baby and it's embarrassing.." The other boys awed came in for a group hug, while I could barely breathe and was crushed by their big bodies. 

//3rd POV//      

Now it was really late, but the boys and Hana stayed up until am. They ordered food,watched movies, and played games all night. They all made jokes and laughed with each other. Like a big family, but more. Hana and Hobi stayed together for the rest the night, the maknae line wasn't really happy that their other maknae was hanging out with the older hyung line. But in the end they all forgot about it and fell asleep.

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