~ the worlds a broken bone ~ ryden oneshots

// camisado //

Brendon saw his boyfriend's name pop up on his phone and he pressed accept.
"Hey, Ry."
"Hey, Brendon." Ryan replied, holding the sobs in.
"What's wrong?"
"My d-dad died and I-I don't know what to do. I got a call from my mom and she said he died and.."
"Ry, calm down. Do you need me to come over?"
"Please."
"On my way."
Brendon ran downstairs and opened the door to dash to his car. When he got to Ryan's house, he ran up to the door and frantically knocked on it, waiting for Ryan to open it. He wrapped his arms around the boy and walked inside.
"Ry, let's go sit down." Brendon whispered while going to sit down on the couch.
"Okay." Ryan followed him.
"So. If you don't mind me asking, how did he...y'know.."
"Heart attack." Ryan looked down.
"Ryan, this isn't your fault."
"Maybe it is."
"No." Brendon wrapped his arms around Ryan.
"It is my fault. I was the reason he started drinking and then it got worse. He had a heart attack and he's dead-" Ryan rambled.
"Ry, he fucking abused you. He hurt you. He deserved this." Brendon held his boyfriend close.
"I wish I was the one that died." Ryan looked down.
"Shit, you relapsed again, didn't you?" Brendon whisper-shouted.
"Yes. I can't deal with this anymore."
"God, I'm such an idiot. I should have stayed you last time you relapsed."
"Brendon. Maybe this is the way it has to be honestly."
"No. Ryan, you will get better. I promise you that. I will love and protect you..no matter what. I wouldn't trade you for the world. When you hurt, I hurt. When you're happy, I'm happy." Brendon kissed the older boy, while still having his arms around him.
"Thank you for coming here. I really needed you."
"Anything for you...anything."