My real and dream life

My current life

Would you believe, that i always wished i could be somebody else?

Yet i can't see, what i need to do to be the girl that i want to be.

My life has been rollercoaster.

Let's start from the time where my dad started arguing with my mom.

It was before 2017 ended and the new 2018 was coming. I was having a small party at my house. It was me and 5 more friends. The new year's night passed very quickly and fun!

But the next day, my dad started questioning my mom about having another mister other than him.

That night they got into a fight. I want to erase that memory but it will always stay with me.

Then it got worse. He started questioning my brother about anything and everything, he started taking my phone to check everything and wouldn't give it back unless my mom argued with him.

Then he broke her phone in half.

The last straw was when he hit my mom in the bathroom. The next day we started packing our bags and left to my uncle's house. He wasn't there because he moved to Germany with his wife and daughter. But my grandpa was still living in the 1st story of the house.

It was hard at first, we had no food, my mom had to find a job, we had to clean up the place.

At first it took some time to get used to my new lifestyle but it was ok.

Then one night my mom brought my dad at our new home completely drunk. So we had to sleep on the floor in our mom's room that had no bed while my dad slept in the living room with my mom.

I got so angry that i got mad at my mom which was never the right thing to do considering our situation. Even though she was trying to help him.

Then he just didn't leave in the morning and he stayed at our house. Then that turned into him living in our house.

Those days and nights were very painful. Knowing that my mom didn't kick our dad and he was gonna stay with us. I felt scared, angry, annoyed.

I was completely broken.

It was very hard to get used to that. It took month's to get used to it actually.

And he is still living with us till this day.

I hate him. He annoys me, he makes me mad and i want him out of my life. And i partly blame my mom about it because she should've kicked him out. But she still hasn't.

But that isn't the only bad thing that has happened to me.

I want to tell you about a fake,toxic ex best friend of mine.

In the next chapter❣