My real and dream life

I'm grateful

I always try to act as if i have enough money.

But in reality i don't.

I am honestly so grateful for everything i have.

My family has never been financially stable for better lack of words. But we made the best we could out of it.

I just wish somehow that i get some kind of a miracle that will help my family's financial situation.

As soon as i can i will work. But it's pretty hard in my town/country to get a job as a under age.

Also I'm so very sorry for spreading negativity or sadness from these chapters. I just need a space to express my feelings.

This book will be like my diary 🙂

I am currently sitting home alone. My brother is at a friends house while my mom and

'dad'

Are out to buy some food i think. But i overheard them that we don't have much money left so idk if we can get through this month unless they ask some people for money.

A few days ago i saw a homeless man near our house. I really wanted to help him but i didn't know how. When i got out again, he was gone.

I felt really bad🙁

Ok let me just say that the fanfics that I'm reading everyday really make me feel like I'm actually the main character and I'm happy that i can go off in that world and feel happy for a few minutes ❤ so thank you to those people I'm really grateful❤

I am thinking of what to say but i think I'm done for today.

Thank you for reading this chapter and again sorry for the negativity❤

See you in the next chapter❣