Confession 101

Dear Jeon Jungkook,

   Hello oppa! How are you? I hope your doing good. Sorry, honestly I'm not good at writing letters so I don't know where to start but here I go. I'm Alvira, 18 years of age, from Quezon City, Philippines.

   I might just neither normal nor simple girl towards you. But for me, you are the reason why I smile like this 😁; the reason why I love music so much; the reason why I'm trying to make my way through the crowd just to see you, and the reason why I can't sleep at night without thinking of you. Thinking about you brings unexplainable joy in my system. A joy that I'd never experienced nor felt before. But sometimes it also makes me weep or cry. Cry hard like there's no tomorrow, you know why? It is because reality hits me big-time. The reality tells me that the chance of you and me getting together is impossible.

   You gave me hope that I can be a better person who will achieve all her goals in life. And actually I have a lot of goals in life and one of this is to be with you. Am I crazy? You can call me crazy because I think I am. Honestly at first I had a little crush on you but the time goes by and little by little it turns out to be love. So now I can say that I'm crazy inlove with you, but I know just what I've said a while ago we can't be together because you're on top and I can't reach you. Your like a star that shines everyday. It's not only at night but also by day. A star that I cannot reach even though how hard I try. The only thing that I can do is to watch you from a far. But you know what? I'm hopping... Still hopping that one day you'll turn your back and see me. I'm also hopping when that day will come I can have a chance to embrace you and your heart.

   I hope you appreciated this simple letter of mine. Till I see you. Saranghae... Jet'aime... Wo Ai Ni... I love you... Mahal po kita kuya. 😍

                                       Your no. one fan,
                                       Army_Alvira

-06/24/16