DRAMAtical Murder [Reunited love]

Regret in the Morning

The morning came soon after that night as if the sun had chased the heels of the moon like a game of tag. I sat on the floor leaning against the wall, my hair disheveled, my kimono undone, and my face red still staring at the sleeping body of my friend, who until very recently I've only harbored pure thoughts for.

Last night was amazing.

Wah wah wah!!??

What on earth am I thinking?

Well, I guess this means I like him more than a friend?

I don't know I'm at a complete loss. Moreover what do I use as an explanation?

I could say he got a hard on after getting drunk and decided to 'take care of it' on my bed.

While lost in thought Aoba groaned and wiggled, which caused me to jump.

Is he waking up? oh my god oh my god oh my god!

He then sat up a little disoriented and looked at me dizzily.

Crap! Does he remember?

He scratched his head and looked down between his legs.

"What happened? K-Koujaku did I do anything weird?" He asks a little apologetic.

Thank god!

I gently smile at him and just play it off cool... Like a liar I said. "Don't worry Aoba, what's a little thing like this between friends?" As I say this my heart begins to hurt.

Crap a really do like him that way.

He fidgets a little his face very red, and his position really cute. "K-Koujaku, did I say anything... uh... Weird, while I was drunk?" His weak gaze cast towards me makes me unconsciously blush, and I turn to look away from the adorable sight. "No Aoba, Why? Were you afraid you were gonna confess to me?" I smile and laugh, he quickly fixes his clothes apologizes and leaves.

Did I just say something mean? Maybe he does like me like that! Maybe I just made a complete fool of myself... fuck

MOTHER PLEASE SEND ME STRENGTH FOR THIS!