INNOCENT LOVE ,, break trio & fudou a. drabbles

INNOCENT LOVE • GOUENKI

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Their going far away from me again......

Every words that they says to me of coming back quickly, sickens me.

At first the little idiotic me before thought it was only a normal thing,

'It's fine....They'll come back eventually....'

I always thought to myself, this tiny encouragement that I always repeat on my head, always do the job to calm me,

It went unnoticed to them and my friends, how I always feel insecure with their moves, like every action they take will be the death of me.

These thoughts on my head are dangerous, as always, the doctor that I went to, says I needed to open up,

How can I f*cking open up, when the people I love is always far away from me!

I sighed to myself, and carried my way towards a small nearby cabinet in the living room,

There, I open up to see my other Daily dose of encouragement,

A small bitter smile came across my face,

How will Shuuya and Yuuto act if they saw me like this,

Helpless and in need,

I thought I can handle it, but I already know I can't,

S-so why.....

Why did I even said that I would be waiting for them!

I took a single pill in the cabinet and swallow it whole,

It hurts so much that my heart aches so bad,

How a picture of us being happy appear through my mind,

I took another pill in the cabinet, but instead I double the dosage,

I tried to smile my ache away,

It's fine.....

I'll be fine......

Just a little more.......

I'll be waiting.......

Shuuya.......Yuuto.......

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:: i updated for how many weeks,
A lot of things had happened recently, but I'm thankful I'll still be able to update this,

::i'll give you a spoiler for the next one,

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