INNOCENT LOVE ,, break trio & fudou a. drabbles

INNOCENT LOVE • GOUEN

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Endou's P.O.V.

I sat on our bed, just staring out our window onto the empty street with tears silently falling down my face. I was wasting my time hoping you would come home; I had given you chances before. To come back home, our home. With me. But every time I gave you the chance, you let me down.

I know, I know what you've been doing, it took me a long time to figure it all out but now I know, you were with him, with that bastard Toramaru who had been chasing after your love for years, I guess he finally got it. Right Shuuya?

I use to believe that you'd never cheat on me and hurt me. I'd forgive you every time you said 'Baby, I'm sorry'. But I stopped believing you; I can't believe you anymore Shuuya. Because I know you're not really sorry.

I hear you finally come home and into our room, I didn't even bother to wipe my tears as you walk in through the door. You smile at me and act innocent, but the smell of sex is obvious and the hickeys on your neck are easy to see. I wanted to ask if you'd slept with someone, but I already know the answer, you liar. I felt a pang in my heart, your always lying to me now. I know deep down I could've always loved you, if you had stopped seeing him and save me from my loneliness and pain. Its so cold Shuuya, can you feel my sadness?

You're telling me to believe you, that you haven't done anything, cause it use to work all the time. But not anymore; I pretend I believe you, as I smile sweetly and nod, you gave me a smile back and kiss my forehead and tell me to get ready for bed.

Sleeping together in the same bed, but our back are the one that is facing together, I don't know what to do about this anymore. My eyes eventually gave out and that one last whisper of the wind in my ear gave me a thought.

'I hope.. I wake up from this nightmare...'

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-soft_tempeh.♡