Kpop One Shots

Junhao// Hanahaki

Warning ⚠️
Angst

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Jun pov

Me and hao have been together for 2 years now. You would think everything would be going good. But sadly that isn't the case.

He was different now. Not in a good way. He would never go out but now he party's everyday. I always ask why are you going and he would always say "it's something important." And he won't come back until 2am. It scares me.

One day I said "hey babe. It everything okay?" He didn't look at me but he was on his phone. "It's nothing."
"Are you sure. I'm really worried let me help y-" I said.
"I said I'm okay! Damn anyways I have to go. Don't expect me to come back." And with that being said he got up and left.

I sighed. It's sad but I'm used to it but it still hurts.

Some mints pass by and it was the same thing. It's a daily routine. I mean I still love Minghao but doesn't he even love me. Nor even notice me?

Minghao pov

Me and jun? I mean at this point are we still even dating. I mean he does always act the same but I don't know anymore. So I just go out and just relief my stress. So I go out and just get wasted.
But there was this one handsome stranger.

I was in a bar and he came up to me. He said "hey cutie. Wanna talk?"
I smiled and said "sure. What's you name?"
"Call me Hoshi."

Then after that day we talked daily. I felt very comfortable and very relaxed with him. I only felt this way to jun but I don't know what's happening.

And when I was talking to him I felt my chest flutter. It was pounding. And felt weird in my stomach. What's is this feeling.

Me and hoshi became close and I started to hang out with him everyday and something developed in my chest.

Jun Pov

I was awakened from my sleep and had to urge to go to the bathroom. I then went and stared to throw up. But it was flowers..?
I already knew what this was. Hanahaki. And I knew this day would come. But I did my want to believe it .

I looked at the white pretty petals. It's pretty but it's killing me.

I then texted hao

Hao 📷✨

Hao, Do you still love me?

Of course.

I looked at the text and held the phone to my heart and let some tears fall and said "Stop lying to me..."

I then threw up again and when I felt alright I went back to my lonely bed that used to be a Minghao that loved me.

I woke up and ran to the bathroom. I threw up again but my throat ached. I saw it and saw blood on the toilet and around the floor. I felt my lungs closing by the stem. It was hard to breathe.

I tried hard not to show how weak and unstable I am. I walked out after i clean the mess and I thought hao was back but he wasn't. Which was a good thing so he won't see me like this.

I went downstairs and was just eating which was hard but I had to at least look healthy. I then got up from the table and went to the bathroom again. I then vomited again. The pretty white petals were now red.