Kpop One Shots

I'm Okay// Nomin

I am tried of hearing the same worthless words. over and over again. saying 'it will get better' but when will it? Everyone has left me.

my family, they didn't want me.

my friends, they didn't like me.

myself, I hate myself.

I am a loner. It is better being alone then to be with someone who is fake.

Everyone bullies me.

Their parents pity me.

I am just some pathetic person watching from afar and wishing i can just be like them.

Everywhere i go it is just worse.

My home?
abuse.

School?
Anxiety

There is no escape from this world.

The world is just a cruel place to be.

"Jaemin!!" he turned around just so slime can be thrown at him.

He watched in a blank face as the other people laugh as they walk away.

Is it that funny?
To be humiliated at?
He just didn't understand.
Because no one had taught him.

Jaemin went to the bathroom to clean up.

As he opened the door water fell down and landed on him.

Great.

The slime just got harder to take off.

He walked over to the mirror.
He couldn't bear to look at himself.
He looked at the bruises, scratches and scars he had.
He took a glance and finally realized how ugly he really was.

He took the slime off and went back to class.

As he walked in emotionless everyone, was making fun of him.
Whispering to their friends 'Haha. look at that loser'
'i guess you can call that a slimy situation'

Jaemin watched them how they had fun just torching him.

The teachers?
you think they will do their jobs and tell the principle, but sadly no.

Jaemin sat down on a chair and he put his head down and he just wanted to just break down.

No one understands him.
They don't know how much it hurts him.

They don't know what they are doing to him is making it worse.
They don't know how badly he just wants to die.
They just don't know.

Class was over.

He waited until everyone left.

So he can be at peace. and walk alone in the empty hallways.

He decided to go to this park he recently found.

He expected no one to be there.

So he went without thinking.

He saw a beautiful lake with trees.

He then smiled.
It was the first time in awhile that he had smiled like that.

"HEY" Jaemin ran.

He though that they had found him.
That they were going to drown him.

He dropped his favorite key chain doll.

Ryan.

Without realizing it.

He though he will never find it ever again.

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Stream to I'm okay by Ikon.
I think it will related to a lot of people.
And it surely as hell made me tear up.