Feelings [MODERN!ObitoxReader]

Chapter 5[4.2] -I'm Sorry

Third Person POV

"YOUR JUST SAYING THOSE THINGS BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEL! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HURT I AM SO YOU'RE JUST GONNA TELL ME TO SHUT UP!"

"...Obi-"

"DID YOU KNOW THAT IT FELT LIKE I LOST EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD? PLUS NOW I KNOW THAT YOU ARE FAKE! YOU ONLY WANT ATTENTION! I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING LEFT! I DON'T HAVE PARENTS AND FRIENDS! DID YOU KNOW THAT IT FELT LIKE NO ONE LOVES ME! BUT ACTUALLY THAT'S THE TRUTH! NO ONE LOVES ME! IN FACT YOU ARE SAYING THESE THINGS LIKE IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T GOT REJECTED BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE!!"

'That last sentence...'

"OBITO JUST LISTEN TO ME! IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! THAT'S NOT TRUE THAT NO ONE LOVES YOU! THAT'S NOT TRUE THAT NO ONE CARES FOR YOU! ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT YOU ARE JUST GOING TO GIVE UP BECAUSE OF A GIRL? ARE YOU SERIOUS? YOU ARE JUST SO BLIND THAT YOU CAN'T SEE WHO LOVES YOU, YOU CAN'T SEE WHO CARES FOR YOU! AND YOUR BEING JUST LIKE A BABY BECAUSE YOU GOT REJECTED? AND NOW YOU ARE CALLING ME FAKE? OBITO I ONLY CARED ABOUT YOUR HAPPINESS! EVEN IF I'M HURT I WANTED YOU TO BE HAPPY! YOU'RE JUST SO MESSED UP IN YOUR MIND, YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT'S INSIDE MINE! I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, EVEN WHEN YOUR GRANDMA DIED I ALWAYS WANTED TO GET YOU OUT OF THAT HELL HOLE! BUT WHAT DID I ASK FOR? NOTHING! I ONLY WANTED TO HELP YOU! BUT WHAT DID I GOT IN RETURN? MY BEST FRIEND CALLING ME FAKE! DO YOU KNOW HOW CAN A SIMPLE SENTENCE AFFECT ME! ESPECIALLY WHEN IT IS SAID BY YOU!"

"AND HOW CAN YOU SAY SOMEONE LOVES ME? I'M ALL BROKEN INTO PIECES NOW (Y/N)! HOW CAN YOU SAY SOMEONE CARES FO-"

"THINK ABOUT ME OBITO! I'M STILL HERE! I'M ALWAYS HERE!"

He held your shoulders tightly.

"TELL ME? WHO LOVES ME? WHO CARES FOR ME?? I DON'T HAVE ANY FAMILY! WHAT IS MY WORTH?"

"Obito....."

You kissed him. His eyes became wide.

"Remember when you asked me who I like, i-it was you. But I just don't want to say it because I know that you like Rin. I am always hurting everytime you talk about her. But what did I do? I stayed happy even if I was hurting. So please, even if it hurts, just... Please stay strong and smile.... I-I'm sorry..."

You left Obito in the hill. You ran while tears kept on strolling on your face..

"D-did she really said that..."