"Looking."
Kung malalaman man ng mga batikang direktor o aktres ang pag papanggap na ito ay baka may award na ako.
I don't know but when incomes of doing a lie, I always considered myself as an amateur. I can lie to everyone without hesitation or blinking my eyes. I can manipulate everyone with my pity tone voice or in my teary eyes.
And I pity them because they easily believe me.
"Galing naman anak, nakukuha mo na rin!" Puri nito sa akin. Ngumiti naman ako rito at pinag patuloy ang pag bungkal sa lupa na pag tataniman namin ng daisy.
"Meryenda ka muna," Tumayo naman ako at umupo sa Windsor chair sa garden.
"Do you remember anything?" Tanong nito habang sinalinan ako ng orange juice sa aking baso.
"Wala po, I'm sorry."
Ngumiti ito at umupo na rin.
"No it's okay, You don't have to push yourself to remember anything,"
"What if hindi na bumalik lahat ng memories ko?" Nag angat ito ng tingin sa akin. Lungkot ang nakita sa mga mata nito.
"It's okay... We have a long time ahead, Anak..." She said in a cracking voice.
"I'll do everything, Mama para bumalik ang ala ala ko."
"You don't have to force yourself, Maddie... Tommorow mag eenroll tayo sa school mo," I nooded as a return.
Next day was unsual. First time kong makaka alis sa bahay. Halos ilang linggo na akong nakaratay dito. Ang pag tatanim ng halaman, maikling pag babasa ng libro at pag tingin ng mga gamit ni Maddie ang tangin pinag kaka abalahan ko. And it is very different to my rowdy life in Manila.
Wearing a fitted black jeans with a white printed tshirt pairing with a casual white shoes and I'm done. I loose my dry hair and imitate Maddie's style.
I did not put something on my face. Kahit man gustuhin ko ay wala pa rin malalagay. I left my make ups.
This life. I kinda love it. Normal and Peaceful.
"Na ready ko na ang mga papel mo," tumango ako rito at ngumiti.
Habang nasa byahe papunta sa "school ko" ay nag enjoy ako sa mga tanawin na aming nadadaanan.
I look like a crept because I smiled suddenly when I see eye capturing views. Hindi ko napapansin na pinapanood pala ako ni Mama.
"The view is beautiful," Dahilan ko. Tumango ito at hinawi ang buhok na siguro'y nagulo.
Nang tumigil ang taxi sa isang malaking school. At doon ko na napag tanto na dito nag aaral si Maddie.
"This is your school, BS education ang kinukuha mong kurso. You are on your second year." Funny isn't? Business Management to BS education? I don't have the reason to mend, I choose this choice and I should accept it.
Nang maka pasok kami sa gate ng school. A warm wind welcome us. My heart stumble a bit.
This is the place where the mystery happened. This place where the killers are studying or maybe the killer is studying. I'm excited to make them or that person pay.
It is awful how bullying can cause a loss of lives of a person.
Those splinty words, judgements can easily make you break down but the thing is that these people have nothing to be proud of to them selves, They all just stupid lazy naive that have no accomplishment on their lives.
They're only a future title holder in the process but in this present we are all just nothing. High grades, is not an option for that.
I pity for those students who believe on the oppressor.
BINABASA MO ANG
Chasing The Truth
Teen FictionA hurted Callista Ellen Gibson moved to a place where nobody knows her. She want to forget the darkest everything of her past so she pretended to be someone that she was not. She wanted to have a vengeance for her sister's death. She want to tear ap...
