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I wanted to talk about it
damn it
I wanted to scream
I wanted to shout about it .
But all I could was whisper
"Am fine"
Author unknown
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"UGLY, FAT, BIG LIPS, BIG EYES, FLABBY BODY"
Staring at myself in the mirror did nothing but reduce the very little self esteem I had.
Staring at the mirror I saw my reflection.
My imperfections, my numerous flaws.
I'd always been on the plus size.
By 11 I'd stared wearing bra and having stress marks on my body.
Am ugly,
imperfect,
waste of sperm like they all say.
My parents who were supposed to be there for me couldn't even stand my ugliness that I was left by the steps of the orphanage I grew in Stark naked for all to see.
Now standing on the road as I'd just turned 18 and could no longer be used to get money from the government (I was chased out with a broom for that matter). I guess the outside world will be better than my former life.
Sunbeamxx
