Day 21. Today they decided turned off all the machines, that kept you 'alive'. I had a huge argument, with your parents and the nurse. But they said, that it would be the best for you. I run out of the hospital, I couldn't have stayed there any longer. I run to the park, where we had our fist official date as a couple. I just sat there and cried my heart out. I'm sorry I wasn't with you in that moment, but I just couldn't watch them let you die. I just couldn't watch you leave. I'm sorry for being selfish, but I'm not ready to let you go. I'm not ready, to say my last goodbye.
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/194051859-288-k111465.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
gone || Bang Chan
Fanfiction"The hardest part of losing someone, isn't having to say goodbye, but rather living without them. Always trying to fill the void, the emptiness inside your heart when they're gone."