It's been 8 days, since your funeral. My parents, got me a therapist. Talking to her may feel good, but it won't bring you back. I downloaded all your song, so I can listen to them, whenever I have trouble falling asleep. Nowadays, sleeping is the only escape. I tried attending class today, it was a total disaster. I survived 3 lesson, then I had a breakdown. Will this ever get better? I don't think I can take this any longer. Everything hurts, everything is to much to take, everything I do is exhausting. It feels like I'm not there anymore either.
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gone || Bang Chan
Fanfiction"The hardest part of losing someone, isn't having to say goodbye, but rather living without them. Always trying to fill the void, the emptiness inside your heart when they're gone."