In 3 minutes, its gonna be your birthday. And I still cant get you out of my head. After everything we've been through together, even though its over, there is no fuckin day that i dont think about you. Even tho i know that we cant take back the words we've said to each other, and cant make it right again. But i still miss our little talks, our inside jokes, every plan that we had together, all of the 'i love you's and nicknames we gave each other. I miss us being in love. I miss you being by my side. I feel lost without you.
But you might be in a new relationship or you have forgot about me already. Thats why i cant wish you a happy birthday and tell you everything that i have in my mind in the last few months. I just want you to be happy, but i always thought that im gonna be the reason for it. It seems like that i cant make you happy anymore, so i just hope you will find someone who can make you happy and understand you, and love you with all their heart.
Happy birthday, Love.
YOU ARE READING
After You
AcakI started to write it after i decided not to write for you on your birthday. I started to feel like if i was able to talk with you without catching feelings, but now i feel like that i couldnt. So here it is, i write them down again.
