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Epiphany

Jin's POV

I was a little concerned about Yoongi when he called me. All in my 6 years of knowing him, he had NEVER called in for a favor. I know I wasn't the closest one to him, but I knew his voice well enough that something was wrong. I wanted to ask Namjoon, but I didn't want to concern him, as they were the closest. So, as soon as I got to the hospital I decided to investigate my main suspect. I was no genius, but I knew Yoongi only knew us, and Y/n, on a more personal level. 

I saw Yoongi on the verge of crying, and I knew, since he had been at the hospital the whole time, it had to do with Y/n. I requested for her room number at the desk. She gave me the room number, and I got to her room as quickly as I could. I peeked in through the window, and saw her fiddling with her thumbs. I new just the right thing to do. I looked at the time. 6:46. "Perfect"  I thought as I made my way through the streets to one of my favorite places. 

*Time skip

By the time I got there, it was almost 7:30, so I entered her room. "Hey." I said softly, as she got whipped by her own hair. I found the perfect opportunity, and I wasn't wasting it. I started laughing. And boy did I laugh. Her dumbfounded face made me laugh more. After a good 5 minutes of rolling on the floor, I stood up, face red, and jaws aching, and outreached my hand. "Anneyonghaseyo. Jeonun Kim Seokjin Ibnida. I am Yoongi's friend. We met at the coffee shop. Yoongi was... occupied" I said, choosing my words wisely. "I brought you my favorite cheer up food." I laid the food on the side table. 

She slowly moved for it, and I noticed her neck. On it was a very fine line of red. It stood out against her pale skin, similar to Yoongi's.I noticed the white line on the IV chord, that made it look bent. I bit my lips, and held my tongue. "Here, let me help you with that." I started grabbing open the food. I sat on the chair next to the bed, and I started feeding her in silence. Once she finished the ramyeon, I put the empty container in the To Go bag I received, and threw the bag away. "So... Did you try to kill yourself earlier?" I said, as cautious as I could. I saw herself freeze, and I spoke again. "I wasn't watching you. I just saw that the IV chord was bent and you have a red line on your neck. Is there a chance, as well, that Yoongi saw you as well?" She slowly nodded, confirming my fears. 

My mind flashed back to our trainee days, when Yoongi revealed his dark past to me. 

"Would you like to talk about it?" I whispered. She exhaled and she started talking. "I... um, am depressed, if it wasn't already obvious, by my cuts. Today... was the day my parents died. I just couldn't take it. But, now I regret it. I let Yoongi... see this abosulutely horrid version of myself, and, he saved me." At this point, her voice started to crack, and tears filled her eyes. "I was choking myself. Yoongi kissed me to give me breath. He still hasn't talked to me. I think I love him." At this point, she was crying, and I rubbed her back. "And I don't want Yoongi to love me because he deserves so much better." I didn't know what to do, so I started singing. (Song's in the title) 

I finished, and I told her the truth. "I wrote that myself, for Yoongi, 6 years ago, because he needed it. Repeat it in your head as many times in your head. Rely on it if you need it. But, know, you are the one you should love, in this world. I gotta go, but I'll wait till your asleep, so please rest." I moved to turn off the lights, as she turned onto her side. Soon I heard the soft sounds of her snoring. I smiled, and I exited the room as quietly as I could. 

When I was a good distance away, I pulled out my phone, and typed in an unforgettable phone number. 

"We need to talk, Yoongi."