Diary of the scarred

Disgusting

Disgusting and horrible

motherfucking trash

I wish that every lying breath

Was my motherfucking last

Lying through my teeth

I keep lying through my teeth

Every lie creates a scar

That's why I always fucking bleed

It isn't just fuckin me

I make hard to fuckin breath

And I make it hard to fuckin sleep

Let the lies sink in

Let them ring in your head

When you find out the truth

I bet you'd wish you were dead

It's been so long

I forgot why I'm lying

But every lie that I tell you

It makes me wish I was dying

Forgive me

I'm not okay

I've been silent for so long

Now I don't know what to say

They whisper

They also fucking scream

They give me this temptation

And it brings me to my knees

There's only one thing

That can get me through the night

It's you kitten

Your the reason why I can fight

You are my strength

You are my heart

Are my angel

That defends me from the dark

I don't wanna lie

I'm done with lying to you

So anything you ask

I swear to tell the truth

I'm a horrid disgusting person

I'm sick of always lying

It's killing me inside

That's why I keep crying

So save me. Help me. I don't wanna be this way. I can't do this anymore. help me. I wanna give up. It's so loud. The demons whisper but it's so fucking loud inside my head. Save me. I don't think I can win. Help help help. Save me. You can save me. You can. Please. Kitten save me. please. please. please.