Melodies of the Past

The Audition(Part 1)

Kiara's POV:

So let me just say that....... This is soooo fucking embarrassing!!!

I have absolutely no words today how embarrassed I was, showing up on time AS USUAL, but interrupting Andrew's speech by bursting in through the gates, panting and shouting:

"Shit!!! I'm so sorry. Am I late or on time?!?!" And as a result turning a hundred pairs of eyes towards my direction, including the judges and Andrew, who stood there with something else, other than shock, in his eyes. I just couldn't decipher properly what he is trying to convey with eyes.

Is he disappointed in my dressing? Or is he proud and approving? But why is there...... Lust and desire?!?! OK maybe I am over thinking!!! Or am I???

But I shake these thoughts out of my head as I step inside the auditorium with a confident, yet hesitant step. Oh, and you're gonna ask me why hesitant?? It's because I hadn't no shit about how many people would be there for this audition. The guys were standing there, basically eye raping me while the girls were scrutinising me with their envious eyes while whispering stupid questions like who is she? Is she a judge or an actor? And don't get me started about the last question I heard. Is she the director's wife or girlfriend?

I mean what the fuck? Do I look like some slut to you guys?! I wanted to scream out loud at them but I was then snapped out of my thoughts when a huge, bulky black dude (A. N, I am not a racist but I wanted to make this character seem a little 😉😉) stepped in my way to ask me:

"And who exactly might you be? Barging in like a mad woman?" the dude asked, towering over my 5"8 figure, without heels, when with heels I am about 5"11, which is still short compared to the huge ass standing in front of me. And what the fuck is with that offensive question?!

" Actually, I am here for my audition since I have already given my resume directly to the director." And with that, the whispers and gasps start. I know that I lied about that last part but what else am I supposed to say?!?! That Umm hey. Yeah I got my audition by Andrew Stanford when I accidentally spilled my coffee on his shirt, before I went to give an interview for a never-to-be-received job?!

The dude eyes me out for a moment then turns around and walks away without another word to talk to Andrew. Ummm, what in the actual fuck?! He just basically eye raped me and walks away, acting like he did nothing wrong. Welp, there are some weird people in this world, that we cannot deny of and this dude happens to be one of that VERY unique group.

After a very long discussion, the dude turns to me with a almost excited and happy expression, that just got me dumbfounded for a second. Tha fuck?!?!

"Welcome to the Stanford Studio. My name is Michael and this is Janina and Andrew," he said as he pointed to the almost tan girl who is waving at me with a friendly smile on her face, which I replied with a tight smile on my face, cause hell was it awkward!

I thought as I turned to look at the man who has been haunting my thoughts since the time we first met till the time we last spoke. Now that I look at him, I can judge his emotions more clearly and it turns out to be even more shocking for me. Is that look what I think it is? Is that.... Lust? And..... Pride? And one more that shocked me the most: Love?!

But for what? If he is proud of me then what is he so proud about? Cause I remember that ever since I came in this studio, all I did was embarrass myself. And why would he feel love? Ugh!! Even saying that word makes me cringe. After I left my excuse-of-a-boyfriend, Jeffery, I never even thought of the word, let alone the thought of being loved physically and emotionally by someone. And that's why I want to work my ass off. So that I won't be dependent on someone.

Anyway, I am here to work and not flirt or sleep with the boss so fuck off!

After the little awkward introduction to the judges, I then made my way to stand with the other girls who are here to audition. Then, with a final nod from the director, they turned away to leave us for the preparation of our roles. I then took it as a sign to take out my script, that my one of a kind bestie Anna printed out for me and I start to practice my lines for the very important and main characters like Katherine, Serena, her best friend, etc and even the police lady. I know! We actors need to work our asses off when it comes to getting the correct and good parts.

I started with the character of Serena and I just noticed that her character is so simple and in most of the scenes, it shows that she is crying a lot. I feel like I could nail this since I feel like Serena is just a girl with not having a trustworthy person but other than that, I see that she is a very headstrong woman, who faces her problems with ease and calm. It's kinda similar to my character, since I even do the same thing, except with a lot of curse words to begin with and a lot more to end with. Hmmmmm........... I just don't understand how to deal with my problems. And even if I do, then how?

I kept practicing on my dialogues until I heard some snickering. Ummm what the fuck?! When I turn around, I come to see some girls, or better yet some hoes and sluts, laughing at my direction. When I come closer to hear what they are trying to say, my blood starts to boil with anger and rage, yet I keep myself calm and composed as I don't want to ruin my image in front of the judges and the director.

"Omg, can you believe that girl who came in late saying that she is here for her audition?"

"I know, right? She is soooo sleeping with the director to get her part. That's why no one actually questioned her about why she was late."

"But isn't it too weird that Andrew has decided to even pick her for an audition? I mean look at her! She can't even dress properly. What a slut!!" And with that, they started laughing. That's it!!! I've had enough of their shit!!!

So I decided to make my way to these girls with an almost menacing, yet sweet smile on my face, as I sweep my hair to the left side. As I got to them, I realised that they all stopped bickering their bullshit. Yeah , bitches. Be silent cause you have no idea what's gonna come your way....

"If you think that I slept with the director to get my chance at the audition then you're wrong. Cause I'm not one of those girls who dresses in low cut crop tops that cover nothing of your breasts or in skirts that are above the knee and close to showing to your ass or even in shorts that cover nothing of your ass. In short, I am nothing like those sluts and whores. And to be fairly clear," I stopped inn the middle, to eye them from top to bottom with disgust, "I am NOTHING like you guys" And with that, ladies and gentlemen, marks the first time that I handled a situation properly without screaming or even cursing out loud.

And I don't know how, but I seemed to have a full audience around me where the guys are literally rooting and cheering for my response and the more simpler girls are cheering and clapping for me because, clearly, they have been through the same situation of being named after of doing nothing. At least I did do some justice to them, since they do deserve some.......

I then showed the group of scowling and whining bitches my smuggest smirk, turned to the crowd, did a little curtsy while whispering a silent 'thank you' and made my way to my place to practice my lines, which I had to do in no time at all when someone called me for the nightmare of my day:

"Kiara Swift! You're up first!" Well, shit........

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Hey guys💖❤️💖❤️💖💖❤️. So, I am back with another chapter. So what do you think will happen to Kiara's audition? Will she nail it in the eyes of the judges? Or will she be sent out of those gates? Stay tuned to find out. And as always, don't forget to read, vote, comment and share with your friends as your love and support will mean a lot to me. Love you guys 💖❤️💖❤️💖❤️. Peace out✌️✌️✌️✌️.