depressed Kirishima au

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Kirishima pov

It's been 2 weeks since the last time i cut, i think everything is slowly getting better, im starting to open up to my boyfriend bakugou also. I think todays gonna be a good day

I walked into the class room and fell in my face, i heard a few people laughing, way to start my 'good day'. I walked over to my seet as bakugou, mina, and sero rush over to see if im okay (a/n kaminari came to class late which is why he wasnt mentioned) "heh, im fine! Seriously!" I smiled to make it more convincing

Bakuou pov

Kirishima fell when he came into class, he said he was okay when we asked but when he smiled it looked weaker then usual.. i could hear mineta and jirou laughing and mocking kirishima behind us (sorry i had to make someone mean) I'll fuckin murder those idiots later!

Kirishima pov

I heard jirou and mineta mocking me, i thought they were nice.. atleast i thought jirou was... as the others walked in they started telling the others what happened, aoyoma joined them in mocking me and tokoyami slapped them all when they laughed at me.

I'm so done with this, its been a week since i fell and those three have been finding something to mock me about everyday, they arent doing it behind my back anymore either, whenever im alone they tease me saying things like "you're such an idiot denki is probably smarter then you when he overuses his quirk", "i would rather kill my whole family on my own then be friends with you", and tons of other things but today they said something that made me finally break, "heh, are you really dating bakugou? Ir is he getting payed to date you? i would never want to date a gay freak like you, Bakugou is just dating you because he feels sorry for your weak ass". I was fine with them talking about me like that, i could handle it since im used to it but NEVER TALK ABOUT BAKUGOU. Bakugou is the only person who knows i cut and he has been helping me stop.. but what if they are right.. what if he doesnt like me.

I ran back to my dorm as quick as possible and ran to the bathroom, i looked through my cupboards but couldn't find anything sharp, damnit! Bakugou must have taken all my razors and blades, i looked through my pencil case and found a pencil sharpener, i took out thw blade and started cutting my wrists,
One cut,
Two cuts,
Three cuts,
Four, five, six, seven, eight..
I put eight cuts on my left arm and 12 on my right.

I then grabbed my notebook and wrote afew notes.

Bakugo pov

Something isnt right.. were is kirishima? Did he leave early? Oh my god! What if he is cutting again? I need to find him

"Can i go to the bathroom?"

Okay im out of class.. i need to run.

I ran to the dorm and saw blood stains on the floor, i looked on kirishimas desk and saw two notes

"Hello too whoever's reading this, right now i am either dying or dead. Im sorry that it had to end like this. Mineta, jirou and aoyama, you were right, thank you even if you made my last week alive misreble.

Mina, sero, kaminari, thank you for being such amazing friends over the years, i never would have gone this far without you. You have been so amazimg to me, im sorry to everyone,

Please do not miss me this will be better for everyone and i want you all too move on,
If im not dead yet i will either be on the big bridge in town or going there,

Goodbye"

I saw the other note had " katsuki Bakugou" written on it, but i need to hurry, i shoved both letters in my pocket and ran to the bride, when i got there i saw kirishima standing on the bridge crying

"Eijiro! Please dont do it!"

He looked at me and smiled,
It wasnt his normal, forced toothy grin it looked more natrual, sadder,

"Im sorry katsuki.. i love you"

Just after he said that he leaned backwards and fell off the bridge, i ran to him but i was too late.

I called the police and an ambulance.
After i finished the call i remembered the note in my pocket, i took it out and it said,

"Katsuki,
I'm sorry i didnt tell you what was happening, for the past week i have been bullied by, mineta, jirou, and aoyoma, please dont hurt them they didnt think i would go this far.

Please remember that no matter what i love you, but please, i dont want you to forget about me but please, MOVE ON, you deserve the very best, please it will be better this way.

You were the most amazing person I've ever met, without you and the 'bakusquad' i wouldnt have been who i was,

You were the best boyfriend ever, i love you

-eijiro"

Hey sorry this ended sadly, i have another idea for depressed kirishima but it gets happier so i think im going to do rhat soon but if ypu have any other ideas tell me in the comments

Byee

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