Blackbird (Foxy X Mangle)

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I was standing by the window ,my head leaning against my hand. It was cold autumn morning and I just couldn't go back to sleep. The horrible thoughs about my boyfriend and his suicidal thoughts are bothering me the past few days. He was diagnosed with depression few years ago but the past few months ,It just became worse. I'm trying to do my best to make him feel happier.

But I can't.

I'm scared that I might lose him any second. He can kill himself any second. That's why I visit him often ,because he can do something stupid if he's alone. Plus he needs someone to hear all of his problems ,to understand him and to tell him the words 'You'll be okay ,everything will be okay..'. I'm this someone ,and I'm glad to be his venting pillow. We still haven't got a place for both of us to live in since we both graduated college few months ago. But we are planning to do so.

I signed and went back to my bed. I layed on my side and grabbed my phone which was standing on the dusty table next to my bed. I dialed his number and waited anxiously for him to pick up his phone. I just want to hear his sweet raspy voice and calm down.

''Hey Mangle'' I heard from the other side of the phone. I signed in relief and smiled to myself. Like always ,my mind was just trying to trick me.

''Hi Foxy. How are you feeling?''I asked.

''I don't know...good ,I guess..'' He signed and I frowned. It hurts me when he uses sad tone when he's talking. 

''Should I come over?'' I asked and plugged my phone in the charger ,so it could charge a little bit while I get ready ,only if he wants me to come over.

''I think I should come over this time. I feel kinda rude because the past few weeks you're always the one who goes to and fro around the city ,I think I should visit this time'' He answered.

''Alright then ,I'm waiting'' I smiled and hang up.
I'm trying to make him stop thinking about suicide. I'm trying to be the best girlfriend ever. I'm trying everything. But it doesn't help.

After few minutes of waiting ,the bell door rang which means that Foxy arrived. I hoped off my bed and rushed to the door. 

When I opened the door ,it revealed the always tired looking Foxy ,with bags under his eyes. I smiled and kissed him ,and of course ,he kissed back.

''Let's go to my room'' I smiled and start walking towards my room ,with him following close behind.