Blackbird (Foxy X Mangle)

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I was sitting in my cabin at work while trying to do as much as I can. I don't want my boss to fire me because of my health problems. I was great worker back then but after I was diagnosed with depression I stopped being serious. Plus I need the money so I could buy a house for me and Mangle.

Mangle..

She is the only thing that makes me happy. That makes me smile. That makes me feel like I'm  worthy. 
If she wasn't there by my side ,if she wasn't there to comfort me ,I would've be gone long time ago. 

My thoughs were interrupted by my boss who called me by the speaker.

''Foxy Taylor ,please pay a visit to my office now ,thank you''

I signed and headed to my boss' office. I guess he noticed my situation...
I opened the door and muttered small 'Hello' before sitting in one of the chairs infront of my boss' desk. The office was very big. With blue-gray decorations such as carpets ,curtains etc.

''Hello ,Mister Taylor'' My boss ,David said. He was a kind man ,but very serious about his job.

''Hello mister Lee ,may I aks why was I being called'' 

He signed and leaned against his chair. I guess it's not a good thing then.
And I was right.

''I noticed you aren't as serious as before ,may I ask why?''

I took a deep breath and let it all out. I don't want to sound like venting machine ,but he asked...

''Well ,after I was being diagnosed with depression ,my health and self-caring became worse. I just can't think properly. I'm trying to improve myself as much as I can but It's hard for me. I'll try harder ,I promise!''

''Well ,you better do it soon or I will have to fire you..'' David said and looked at the ground ''I don't want to do this because you were one of my best workers ,but I will have to. Good luck ,mister Taylor. You may go back to your cabin''

I signed ,said goodbye and left the office.

I have enough problems and now I have to deal with this too..
Can't it all be over? 

There's only one way that I could end all of this but I will hurt Mangle if I do this..
And I don't want to.