Never Stopped Loving You - One Direction (Book 2)

Not This Year

So yeah you really,really need to play the song it goes perfectly with Sofia.78violet - Not This Year l think this song should be her theme for this story don't you think. Remember to vote/comment.Also check out my newest story Finding Me.

Sofia's P.O.V.

Me and Ashley sang to the top of our lungs.This song had gotten stuck to me,it fit me so well."We need to record you singing it so we could give it to Louis and Harry"Ashley said a bit tipsy."Let's go outside"she said.l followed her as she walked around with a camera."Ok so hi Hazza and Louis,this is Ashley speaking to you"she said pausing as she giggled."That's Sofia and this song is for both of you"she said into the camera as she set her portable radio on the ground and turned the volume up l  thought about the past year and recently.My life had gone down and l wasn't the same girl l used to be.l would always try to hold my tears and not cry or brake down infront of anyone,but the boys made me vulnerable.l had become week and it was because of them,the drama,and a sister that hates me.l was broken but right now it was mostly because of Louis,but l wont be week anymore,not this year.l began to sing letting my emotions all out.All of the fustration,anger,hurt and sadness l felt was being poured into this song.A song l wrote last year.

(Play song and pretend it's Sofia)

"This Christmas card is contrived
A mannequin looks more alive
Haven't meant a word I've written here
The page is full not one thing sincere

I can't, I can't
I can't, I can't take it
This is the time to smile,
I can't fake it
Please allow me the chance now
To break it down

It's not snow, It's rain coming down
And the lights are cool,
But they burn out
And I can't pull off the cheer
Not this year
Not this year
Not this year

When I look into the mirror
No happiness is present here
Not supposed to whine,
Not supposed to cry
Try to hold it in, but not this time

I can't, I can't
I can't, I can't take it
This is the time to smile,
I can't fake it
Please allow me the chance now
To break it down

It's not snow, It's rain coming down
And the lights are cool,
But they burn out
And I can't pull off the cheer
Not this year
Not this year
Not this year

Don't know, don't know
If you can hear me
I will, I will
Speak louder for you

No more whispering
Are you listening
I am pleading
I am pleading

I can't, I can't
I can't, I can't take it
This is the time to smile,
I can't fake it
Please allow me the chance now
To break it down

It's not snow, It's rain coming down
And the lights are cool,
But they burn out
And I can't pull off the cheer
Not this year
Not this year
Not this year
I can't, I can't

It's not snow, It's rain coming down
And the lights are cool,
But they burn out
And I can't pull off the cheer
Not this year
Not this year
Not this year
Not this year".

"Miss please zip up your jacket" a lady said."Why it's hot"l said."Please you're out in public"she said in a bitchy tone"lt's a bikini"l said.