Never Stopped Loving You - One Direction (Book 2)

l will admit it,if you admit it...

Sofia's P.O.V.

l couldn't believe it.Zayn had sent me to America and Louis just let him.We had gotten to the airport and l had changed into a plain black t-shirt and grey sweat pants.We were on the plane and l was looking out the window as a silent tear escaped.l was leaving London.l was leaving the boys, El, Dani,Perrie,Mel,Mal,Jordan Krissy and even Ashley.But mmost importantly l was leaving Louis.l looked down at my hand,the engagement ring was still there.l didn't want to know if l had kissed Louis lips for the last time.All l wanted to know was that he loved me and that we would get are second chance at true love.What would you do if you had a second chance at true love?.l would do what ever it takes.

"Sofia,Sof wake up we're here"l heard someone say.l was hoping that yesterday was all a bad dream.That l had slept all day long and that l would be walking around London with Louis in the afternoon like we always did.l opened my eyes and took in my surroundings.l was in a plane.l sighed"l really am here again"l said."Yeah,you'll see,you're gonna get better soon"he said.Lies!.l stood up and walked out of the plane.l headed inside and thank God it was empty."What time is it?"l asked."lt's 2:34 in the morning"Joe said.Great l was expiriencing yet lag again.l was wide awake and not tired at all.l felt lost as l walked threw the airport,it felt like l was in America for the first time."Come on the cab is waiting"Joe said caring my bags.There more l looked around the more the idea of being away from everyone sanked in.Something tells me this will be like hell for me.

3 months later~

"Oh come on that's so not fair Nick!"l said."You snooze you lose Sofy"he said as he took the biggest piece of pizza."Kevin please do something"l begged."Nick,she's Joe's little sister so...share"he said.Joe came walking in with a goofy smile on his face."What has you so happy?"l asked"Melissa is finally coming over to visit"he said.l smiled but it was fake.lt had been 3 months and l hadn't heard a single word from the boys since l left London,not even Zayn had bothered to contact me.lt was as if they had erased me completely from their lives."Today?"l asked hopefuly."No,not a single one"Joe said.Every day l would ask him if l had received atleast a letter from the boys and every day he would say the same thing"Not today or not a single one".l sighed"Here Sof"Nick said giving me the big slice with a sympathethic smile."No thanks Nick.l lost my apetite."l said.Every day l waited for a simple call,text,e-mail or letter and every day l would have to deal with the feeling of being disappointed.l headed up to my room like l always did.Now a days it was the only place l would be.All l would do was right songs inspired by Louis.There were so many song's that l finished my newest album and it would be released soon.l acted as if l had gotten better hoping Joe would let me leave but it was never the case.l was breaking more and more each day praying that Louis hadn't forgotten about me,that the boys hadn't forgotten about me.

Knock,knock!.l heard"Who is it?"l asked"lt's me"Nick said."Come in,l guess"l said not really in the mood to speak to anyone.l would only speak with Nick because in a way he reminded me of Niall.l could tell Nick anything and he would just be understanding,just like Niall.Then there was Kevin,he acted so much like Liam.He was the one looking out for us and would make sure we would eat and get a goodnights rest or a well deserved nap.He was exacly like Daddy Direction,personality wise."What got's you down?"he said cutting to the chase.l sighed"Every single day Nick and it feels like if im faiding from their lives"l said.l didn't need to explain myself much because Nick knew what was going on.Every single day he would come and talk to me when ever Joe gaved me the bad news."lm begining to think that Joe is hiding something"he suddently said.That sparked up my interest.Could it be?.Maybe the boys had tried to contact me but Joe didn't let them or maybe they asked Joe to say no to see how l was holding up.All those thoughts ran threw my head."l think he's hidding the letters or maybe he didn't give the boys your new phone number like he said he did?"Nick pounderd to himself forgetting l was there.