Love up close (asra x reader)

The man of mad

STOP STOP STOP STOP,please don't ~flashback~                             When I was on the streets I sometimes bumped into Julian sometimes he would  ignore me and sometimes he would he would r-rape me (the encounter is  supposed to be a very graphic rape scene) I was trying to find somewhere to sleep and decide to go to this back alley I lay down and fall asleep. I am woken up to Julian pulling my pants down I then said "stop stop Stop STOP please don't" he proceeded like he didn't hear me and pulled my shirt over my head I was pinned down while this happened and couldn't do anything about it he took off my bra and panties and I'm completely naked and crying silent tears he's touching every part of me he's kissing my neck and groping my breast then puts a finger in my intimate parts  to see where my g-spot is he continues with his cock instead of his fingers and continued to violate me (this happened to Amelia many times throughout her days on the streets but when Julian was sober he regretted it and would  just contemplate all he's done  p.s. he still continued to violate you but you tried your best to avoid him) ~end of flashback ~.                When you came back from your flashback you saw asra asking you if you're ok and that he won't do it unless your ready and give consent and he asked what you were thinking about so intensely . You replied with "sorry just something you don't want to know about and thanks but I'll sleep in the shop tonight". He  told you he'll sleep there instead but you insisted and won this battle he was sad you weren't sleeping in the same bed but he understood and before you slept he said " good night I love you Amelia" and you said " g'night asra I love you too"