Love up close (asra x reader)

Waking up

Your pov. My eyes why wont they open (a few minutes later and you're used to the light and can open your eyes) I-I'm in a hospital.you say.......a doctor walks in and says ms.(y/n) (l/n) i see you're awake now I don't mean to alarm you but you have been in a coma for the last 6 months. Wh-what six months how did I get into a coma. I said panicked.Well ms (l/n) you drank a tad to much alcohol which led to alcohol poisoning, I'm gonna have to do a few tests on you and in a few days we can discharge you umm also this was on your person when we found you. ( he hands you a plush that looks like asra) oh th-thank you doctor uhhhh.you reply I'm doctor Alnaz.explained doctor Alnaz. Oh thank you doctor alnaz.you said kinda depressed. He didn't seem to notice and said you're welcome. Well I'll give you a minute to yourself miss (f/n) okay so if you need anything just press the button right there to your left. (He then left) you broke down on the bed crying " oh asra I miss you so much already " you sobbed out. 'I miss you too Amelia' wh-where did that come from. You said a little more calm ' I'm right here Amelia,before you left I put a plush on your person so I could still talk to you and hear your sweet sweet voice' but asra your plush could have been taken away instead of given to me what would you have done then. You exclaimed. ' that doesn't matter what matters is I'm talking to you and I want you to know I will love you till the end of time goodbye I'll talk to you later love you (y/n)'. Wh-what he kn-knows my name, oh how much I regret not staying with him in that world forever, I cried harder. Doctor alnaz came in "ame-I mean miss(y/n) are you okay I was only away for a few minutes and you're crying what happened". Oh it's nothing I'm oka-okay I'm just having a hard time with the coma thing sorry.you said. "Okay but if you're not okay just say and I can take you to the counselor,okay?". O-okay thank you doctor I appreciate it. (Le time skip / 2 weeks later/ brought to you by caramel apples). " okay miss(y/n) you are being discharged today just sign these forms and you're all set we'll miss you miss(l/n)" said doctor alnaz wiping fake tears away. Okay I guess I'll miss you too.'you guess?' anyway here it's all signed and ready I will grab my stuff and leave thanks for everything have a good day. You said leaving. When you were outside you stretched and ran towards your old apartment you had paid the rent for it for the year so you didn't have to worry about rent when you got there you ran to your room and cried into your new plush you still loved asra and he wasn't here with you. (Another time skip). You lived on the streets now and cried day and night you couldn't go back to work because you always cried and couldn't go due to it and now here you are sitting on the curb wait hasn't this happened before oh well I guess I just made myself cry harder but that happens a lot. You've tried to commit suicide many times but when you do try someone always saves you(I'm looking at you plush asra) so you stop trying at this point the only way is to stop trying at all. You hadn't left your spot for days so you passed out and again faded into darkness. ............................................to be continued