A/N: This one's obv smut as the whole book is but the reader is kind of a dick and it's not gonna necessarily be all happy all the time. The title is a song by Brand New which inspired this I guess so it doesn't have to do with the story directly. Italic bold sentences are song lyrics.
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Sean was a drunk, his relationships always a bust. You were working at the bar every night, he was a usual. He would hit on you a lot as a lot of the other drunks would, but the difference was he was your age and kind of attractive, but you weren't looking to settle down and he seemed the type who if he was sober and in a good place, would want to be fully committed.
You weren't doing that well financially, so the tips you could get flirting back with all the guys really got you amazing tips. If you didn't have this job you'd be in over your head with finances. He however took it seriously, and you didn't, but it never quite affected you till tonight.
Sean stumbled in around 8, an hour before closing time, his usual time. Sometimes you'd let him stick around and he would talk to you and keep you company while you cleaned. His life was interesting, and he seemed to trust you with a lot. Tonight was different already, he was extra flirty and it was kind of turning you on.
Sean sat down at the stool in front of you, smirking and winking as you watched him from afar. You walked over and asked if he wanted the usual, "of course darling" he said while slipping you the money which you grabbed and checked while making his drink. You checked to see if he had covered enough for what he wanted, gasping as you looked at a crisp $100 bill in the pocket you had just put it in. You walked back over, shakily handing him his drink as you were shocked. You gave him a questioning look.
"I was wondering if after you closed up tonight if I could take you home" he whispered, a smirk lingering on his face. You needed the money and he was really attractive, but you also knew this could end up meaning something to him, and you didn't wanna disappoint.
After thinking about it, you really couldn't say no. He was hot, it was good pay, and maybe you could avoid him if things got more serious. Get a job somewhere else or something. You nodded at him and smiled a little before getting back to your job. Around 8:50, you had closed up shop, letting him hang back while you cleaned. He escorted you to his car once you finished and he took you guys to his apartment. It was small, but as you walked inside it was also clean and tidy for someone who seemed so broken.
Sean pushed you up against the wall, smoke and alcohol on his breath, but you kind of liked it. He attacked your neck with little kisses and nibbles, "I've wanted to do this for so long" he whispered under his breath. You whimpered as he picked you up and brought you to his bedroom, laying you on the bed. He took off your shirt, and then his, holding you close to him while bringing his attention back to your neck, then to your chest as he unhooked your bra. You felt his mouth around your nipple, his tongue flicking over the bud. You moaned as he sucked softly on it, his free hand thumbing your other. He kissed down your body and hovered over your clothed heat. He unbuttoned and took off your pants and discarded them on the floor. You were soaked, and he began kissing your inner thighs, teasing you more before pulling your underwear down with his teeth. He flattened his tongue and ran it over your folds, making you moan out in pleasure and tug at his hair, earning a deep groan from him. He flicked his tongue over your clit, making you arch your back before he pushed your hips right back down. He slipped a finger into you, then two, prepping you for later. You basked in the euphoria as he continued to suck and lick your clit and finger you.
You let it go on for a bit before you pushed his head back and you sat up and pushed him down on the bed, quickly unbuttoning his pants and pulling them off, along with his boxers. He was huge, bigger than anyone you've been with previously. His cock had sprung up against his stomach, leaking pre-cum. You were quick to take the tip in your mouth, licking it off before swirling your tongue around the head. "Holy shit y/n" he groaned loudly, and you took his whole length in your mouth, bobbing your head up and down. He looked down at you asking you for permission to do what he wanted with you, and you nodded. He ran his fingers through your hair before gripping somewhat tightly on it, and worked your head up and down, fucking your mouth.
"God y/n I'm gonna cum if we don't stop" he moaned and let go as you took him out of your mouth with a pop. You smiled and straddled him, as he positioned himself at your entrance. Slowly you sank onto him, getting used to his size. You could feel every inch of his member filling you up, and you started to bounce. He lifted you up, shifting your position a bit before slamming you down on his cock, and it had his tip brushing your g-spot. "Right there baby, don't stop!" you moaned as he helped you bounce on his dick, small moans escaping you both. His hands were gripping your sides, sure to leave bruises the next day as your thighs slapped against his. "Faster baby, I'm close." he moaned, you picked up the pace.
You felt your own climax coming and it was pure bliss as he nailed that spot inside you, you moaned his name as you sank down on him for the last time before reaching your high. Your walls clenched around him sending him over the edge, both of you moaning each other's names. He pulled you in to relax on his chest, his softening member still buried inside you.
"You of course can stay the night." he whispered and kissed your head. You pushed off him and fell next to him on the bed. Although you accepted his offer, you knew you'd be gone by morning. He got up and turned out the lights, getting back into bed and pulling you into him, his arm draped over you while he passed out.
I will lie awake and lie for fun and fake the way I hold you.
I couldn't sleep knowing what I did, I knew it meant something to him. I knew it would mean something to him. I couldn't settle down now though, it's not what I had planned, it's not for me quite yet.
The morning came and you left a note "I'll see you later tonight, and maybe I'll give you a call. I had fun and would love to see you again."
Let you fall for every empty word I say.
It wasn't fair what you did, you changed your shift times and avoided seeing him. You didn't wanna hurt him more than you already did. Over the shifts that had passed, you had heard about him asking for you, but you couldn't let this get farther than it already had.
Finally you wrote a note, giving it to your coworker to give to him:
Dear Sean,
I needed the money, I needed the comfort, but I'm not ready to settle down. I'm sorry but I think distance is key right now. Although that night meant something to me, I know things wouldn't go far with us. You're a drunk and you're scared and I'm just a girl trying to make it on her own, I have a lot on my plate. I know what I did was wrong, I used you to my advantage, but I wasn't thinking.
Love, Y/N.
From that day on, you never heard from him again,
From that day on, the sliver of trust he had would be broken because of you.
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