the little pansexual outcast(Attack on Titan fanfic)

Chapter 3: Let's try to survive

"Armin!! Armin!!!" The voice was getting louder and clear. "Armin! What are you doing up there?!" Armin arose from his slumber and rubbed his eyes. "Armin! Come down here!" He finally recognized the voice. The sweet loving voice. "Mom? Is t-that you?!" Armin opened the door and ran down the stairs. He jumped on his mother and squeezed her tightly. "Mom, you're back!" His beautiful mother chuckled. "Yea, finally! You've gotten big!" Armin looked at her with a smart smirk. "It's only been a month, mom." Armin's parents are very busy people. Armin rarely sees them. They always say things like "Armin you grew!" or "Armin you look different!" for the lack of seeing their own son, but Armin didn't mind it. He's used to his life being like this, but he does mind the lack of time spending. All he wants is just one day. Just one day that he can spend with no one but his dear mother and father. He doesn't say anything, though. He just stays quiet. His grandfather is the one who is with him, and watches over him until they get back from either their jobs or a vacation from their jobs. "So Armin," His mother said chopping up the potatoes and dumping them in the pot, "How was school? Do you like it there?" Armin looked down. He didn't want to lie, in fact, he had never told a lie in his life, but he decided to break that record. "It was great, I made new friends."

"Oh really? Is that why you took so long to get down here? You better tell your new friends im more important to you!" She make a soft chuckle to let him know she was playing around.

"No mom, I was just taking a nap."

"Well, any kids that are cute?" She winked at him. "Don't worry, I wont tell,"

Armin suddenly remembered the whole entire day and hid his face to sneak out another lie. "No mom, not yet!"

She giggle and rubbed Armin's Head. "Wanna help me cook dinner?"

The rest of the night Armin ate, then went on tumblr. By the time it was his curfew, He was already asleep again.

BEEP BEEP!!!! The alarm clock went off. Armin didn't hesitate to get up. He ran off to the bathroom and got ready. As he got down the stairs he smelled something good, something tasty, something delicious. That something was his mother's breakfast muffins. He ran and got one. "I'm off to school now, thanks for cooking, mom." He said with a stuffed face. She bent down and kissed his forehead. "Ok, have fun!" Armin got out the door, but walked slowly to the bus stop. As he look his last bite of his warm chocolate muffin his phone vibrated. Its was Marco. "I'm so sorry I can't help :( Let's just try to survive," He locked his phone without replying. He stood at the corner, away from the other people standing, whispering rumors they herd about him. He can hear them as if they were an inch away from him.

" Isn't that the gay guy. The new one? Isn't his name Ar-"

"Eww don't say his name, you might become gay,too."

"Oh, right, thanks. I almost got it,"

"Hey, I can't believe I actually talked to him yesterday,"

"Oh you talked to him yesterday? Get away from me! He has herpes!"

"Oh ewwwwwww Herpes!!??"

"I herd he like to get it up the butt."

"He probably wouldn't mind it if I accidentally grind on him."

"Haha are you gonna do it?"

"No I'm not gonna touch a gay guy. That's nasty!"

The bus finally came. Armin put his ear buds in his ear to block out the group of people behind him. He got on the bus and sat in the same spot, but everyone sat way in the front. He felt like a total outcast. He was a total outcast. He got off the bus and into the school. But it was different than yesterday. Everyone stopped running, stopped talking and screaming, stopped everything they were doing and stared at Armin. He put his head down in shame and dragged himself to his locker. He looked at it to see a piece of paper taped to it, saying: do not touch!!!! It's the fag's locker.

Armin quickly tore it off and opened his locker, then walked to first period. As soon as he sat down everyone moved there desk farther. Embarrassed, he picked up his pencil and started to answer the questions on the paper. Being as smart he is, he finished with 10 minutes remaining. He pulled out a red notebook, and wrote. By the time he got done writing 5 pages of his feelings the class bell rang. He got up quickly and ran towards the door. Before he could get out his arm was pulled back. He looked behind him to see Eren. He stood, feeling awkward. His face turned bright pink as he hides his hands in his sleeves. "AWE EWW LOOK HE'S BLUSHING!! HE LIKES HIM!! EREN WATCH OUT!!" a random kid screamed. All the kids started to laugh at him and make kissing noises. Embarrassed, Armin backed up and ran off. Eren clenched his fist. "Why?" He yelled. The class got silent and confused. Eren glared at them and walked out the classroom.

The rest of the day was the same. Staring. Whispering. Laughing. Like a pattern. Until lunch. He went right to the bathroom.

Reading the awful graffiti on the stall's wall, he was finally clam. He pulled out his phone and texted Marco. "Yea, let's try to survive.... ". He put his phone away quickly as he heard people come in. It was Jean and his friends. "Oh I just don't know what to do!" Jean cried. Armin leaned closer to the stall door to hear better. He heard his friends laughing in the background. "Life is just going upside down for me! Why does everyone hate me!?" He mocked with a girly voice. That sounds familiar..... "Ugh why!? Is it because im different? " it sounds familiar because.... I WROTE IT!! Armin looked though the crack of the door to see Jean holding a red notebook. How did he get that!? I must of dropped it Oh no!! Armin quickly ran out the stall and jumped for the book. Jean pulled it high and threw it at Connie. "Awwe look! The little fagot wants his book back!" Jean laughed and kicked Armin's stomach. He dropped to the floor. Jean pulled him up by his hair and dragged him to the toilet. " You really are a dumb ass. Did you really just try to be tough and come at me?" Jean put Armin's face half an inch from the repulsive toilet water. "Connie, gimme the book." Connie hesitantly gave Jean the note book. he ripped the pages out and shoved them in Armin's mouth.Connie finally spoke up. "Jean, don't you think you're taking this way too f-"

"SHUT UP!!" Jean cut him off. He dunk the blond's head in the toilet and pressed down laughing. Armin panicked and started to kick. Jean wouldn't pull him up. Everything got blurry and fading. This is it. This is the time...I give up...

until...within a few seconds... i was pulled up....im not even thinking, but i still give up, let's not try to survive, because i will end up dead. No Marco, let's not try to survive.

He pulled him up and slammed him to the ground. Armin coughed up the paper from his mouth. "Ya know Armin," Jean ticked. "You are such a worthless fagot loner that no one wants, not even you parents, just kill yourself now..."

They all left. Armin slowly got up, Dried himself, and left the bathroom. He spent the rest of the day in the nurse's office, then left home.

Hi guys!! Sorry to end it like that I just really wanted it to be published buuuut im back!!! and its gonna be summer break so expect more chapters soon!!! byyyyyeeeeeee i love you.