the little pansexual outcast(Attack on Titan fanfic)

chapter 4: Sensation(trigger warning)

It was the crack of dawn. The blonde woke up with an aching headache. It was 5 o'clock in the morning. He quickly check the phone to see if Marco has texted. Unfortunately, nothing was there. He went downstairs to find that his front door was unlocked and open. He went outside to see why the door was open. Nothing was really out there. He walked down the block with his blanket over him. He looks straight see a boy running. Strange, he thought. That boy looked so familiar(;-;). He walked back in and locked the door and took pills and sat on his couch and cried(poor bby). All of a sudden he opened his eyes and he was in a different place, his very seat on the bus. He was hesitant the whole day. By gym class he couldn't bare the bullying anymore. He decided to skip class and walk around school. As he was walking, tears would stream down his face. He couldn't take it anymore. He passed by the janitor's tray of supplies. Just things like soap, Polish, wood, and floor supplies. Armin went closer and looked at the tray. His eyes came across the carpet blades, about 3 or them. He picked them up and felt the sharpness. One dull, one okay, and one new sharp one. He put in sharpest in his pocket. "H-hey," a voice said back from him. "Why aren't in p.e? I was looking for you."
Armin turned back, it was that boy, the brunette with green bright eyes. He stood back. What was I thinking, when he goes, put the blade back dummy... "Hi E-Eren. Um I didn't want to go, I'm not good at gym anyways! Haha!"
"Armin," They both stared at each other for a second. It was like Eren can see all of Armin's pain in his eyes. Eren put his hand on his shoulder, and Armin, face as pink as bubblegum, looked down and just let Eren do what he's doing, he hugged him. Armin started to tear up, he had to keep it in. "Well, um...see you later? I actually need to talk to you, maybe tomorrow or so?" Eren looked back.
"Sure." He grinned. He walked away. Armin let out a soft smile. Wow...he hugged me? So maybe he doesn't care that I'm pansexual? I'm..glad... he went to the tray again, but before he can take it out his pocket he was pushed to the tray and fell. He looked up to see Jean. He tried to get away fast but Jean grabbed him by his hoodie. "You think I didn't see that fag ass move you pulled?! You made him hug you! Stay away from him you hear?!" Jean hissed then slammed him against the wall. Armin had it. He broke down and started crying. he watched them walk away, then pulled out the blade. Staring. Trying to make a decision. Later on instead of Health he left to the bathroom. His stomach was in pain, his eyes we're red from crying. He took the carpet blade out from his pocket. Staring at his reflection through the shiny sharp blade. He rolled up his sleeves and put it on his skin.
"Its not right to like boys"
1 slash
"Eww he's gay?!"
2
"Stop trying to get into Eren's pants."
3
"You are such a fag. No one in this world wants you. Dirty scumbag. Kill yourself. GODDAMMIT ARMIN YOU DISGUSTING DISGRACE JUST DIE!!"

Tears streaming down mixing with the blood as he slashes up his wrist. He puts down the blade finally and runs to the toilet and throws up. He crawled up into a ball and looked at his arms. He got up and cleaned off the sink and floors then took the blade and left at the bell's ring. As he got on the bus he gripes his sleeves hard and sat on the seat. No music in his ears. No, that was too much for him right now. Instead he looked out the window. He saw the other kids walking home. The cars going slowly in a sounds slow slight traffic. Finally at his stop he got off slowly and stoic. As he opened the door his mother walked out with 3 suitcases. "Hey kiddo. I got an emergency call I won't be back until it's over sorry gotta go love you." She muttered fast and she ran for the taxi. This day could not get any worse. He ran upstairs to his room and locked the door. He took off his sweater and stared at his cuts, running his fingers through them one by one. He sat back and wiped his eyes. Suddenly he heard a knock on his window. He quickly hides his cuts and ran over to his window. "MARCO?!!"
" hey Armin! Surprise?" Marco chuckled.
"Well y-yea, you should've called! " Armin opened the window to let him in. As he opened it Marco noticed a red mark under his sleeve. "Uhhhh, Ar, did a bug bite your arm?" He questioned. Armin jumped back and hid his hands behind his back. "WHY!?"
"Jeez..I was just wondering. Never mind."
They sat in his room, silent until they decided to play pc games and eat candy Marco packed in his bag. Armin felt better other than the thought of hiding things from his best friend. Finally the day sunk and it was time for Marco to go. He hugged him tightly.
"Bye Armin, I had fun seeing you again." He whined.
"Awe I did too.."
Marco pull off of him. "Oh yeah, and also," he stopped and went to Armin's ear. "You can't hide anything from me, Ar. I saw them already. " Armin frozed. Marco ran to the car. "Text me tomorrow!!" He yelled as the car drove away. Armin turned and walked slowly to his house.

Yoo hey ppl!!!I'm soso sorry I forgot this existed I'm also sorry for the short chapter plus the quick lazy ending. I wanted to post this as soon as possible. Hfkfhgfh okaii thats all.