My Heart Beats For You

Chapter 9

Lili's POV

Pagkarating ko sa dorm ay hinanap ko agad ang pinaglalagyan ng mga letters ni R . And kumuha ko ng isang letter at tinapat iyon sa drawing ng nasa book and halos same sila ng pagguhit

"No this can't be happening" saad ko habang may namumuong luha sa aking mga mata . Maya maya ay dumating si Reign and she was shocked ng makita nya kong naiiyak na

"Why? What happened?" Saad nya na may pag aalala sa mukha at nilapitan ako

"He lied to me" I said habang hawak ang iba pang letters na di ko na natanggap I just found out na hindi si Drake si R . It was Sian and it breaks my heart

All this time patuloy kong dinedeny na I have a feelings for him kasi I have Drake already but I was wrong doing that thing

"Oh my gosh" gulat din nyang saad at kinuha sakin ang mga letters sa kamay ko samantalang ako ay napahalukipkip na lang at iyak ng iyak

" Hi ! I heard you already allowed Drake to court you , I admit that I was hurt but I'll be hapoy for you now that you found your true love , always smile and you will be forever a sun to me that brightens my day, R" rinig kong basa ni Reign and it has a drawing of me na masaya and there's a guy na nakatalikod at may black na shade

"2nd day and I am starting to accept what I've found out, always smile and I oray thag he will make you happy, R" patuloy na nagbasa si Reign until she read one of those moment na masasabi kong pinakamasaya din sa buhay ko

"Hey it was my Happiest day of my life, why? Napangiti at napatawa kita and I wanted you to know that I love doing that thing and you make my day extra special  . Hope that you'll remember that Hope , R , P.s hope you already know who I am silly how can you know if I am not giving this to you" basa nya na lalong nakapagpaiyak sakin at saka umayos sya ng upo at gigil na gigil kay Drake

"I - I don't know kung kaya ko pa sya harapin. It was him and all I did was ti hurt him all the time . I didn't know Rei , I didn't know, siguro kaya nya ko iniiwasan , Rei what if he decides to forget his feelings for me? Rei Ang sakit " iyak ko kay Reign at niyakap nya lang ako at pinapatahan

"Shhh stop crying , everything will be fine ska he shouldn't you know its his lost and para kay Drake talk to him confront him, what he did was wrong and unforgivable vaks stop crying  and you should talk to him" saad nya sakin at patuloy lang ako sa pag-iyak

Nakatingin lang ako sa mga letters sa harap ko habang naka upo ako at nakapatong ang baba sa mga binti ko habang pinagmamasdan ang mga letters

I am crying because I felt that I was betrayed by Drake and at the same time nasasaktan ako para kay Sian na walang ginawa para mag effort para sakin . He doesn't deserve me and it hurts me dahil patuloy ako sa pagdeny ng feelings ko for him . I chose Drake because I thought that it was him na nagbibigay sakin ng letters . But my heart is already for Sian that time I know that I have feelings for him the night na nagkasama kami sa rooftop . I stop because mali . I have Drake

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Late akong nagising dahil san kakaiyak kagabi . Ngayon ay di ko na alam pano ko sya haharapin . I admit pinayagan ko si Drake manligaw kahit di ako sigurado na sya talaga si R . And it is my fault na di man lang chineck kung sya nya yun

Lalo akong ngumawa kagabi dahil nakita ko ang sulat nya sakin dati na natanggap ko yung time na may drawing ako nakasandal sa dibdib ng isang lalaki . How come hindi si Sian ang naisip ko with that clue

"Are you sure? Pupuntahan mo muna si Sian bago si Drake?" Saad ni Reign at tumango ako . I want to confirm everything

Pagpasok ko ay smae old thing discuss dito quiz don and after sa library ako pero bago pumuntang library ay umakyat ako sa rooftop . Ang tamabayan nila but I was a wrong timing dahil di pa man ako nakakapasok ay nasaktan na agad ako . Dahil may awang ang pinto meanjng medyo bukas ito kaya kita ko kung ano ang nangyayari sa rooftop