Monsta X One Shots🐾(hyungwonho,kihyuk,Jookyun)

#lonely_just_like_me (jookyun)

Message from: Mom

"I'm in hospital.my friend's condition isn't good at all so I'll stay here.walk home.love you❤"

I held my phone down.
Love me? when did you love me?
I kicked the wall beside me,harshly.
there were so many wounds all over my face.
because my friends talked about my mom badly.
I agreed with them because they were just telling the truth.
my mom was pretending like she loved me but I knew she didn't.
"How should I go home??"I yelled without caring about the people passing by.
I yelled because I was tired.I was sad..I was lonely..
I putmy headsets in my ears and started walking toward home.
I needed some time to think about myself and somehow pass that lonely night too.
it took me an hour to arrive.maybe I was better and didn't want to yell anymore.
before I reach the door I saw someone.
there was a guy with his hoodie's hat,covering his face.
"what do you want here?"
I had no cousin or a friend that knew my address. who was he?
he turned around and then I could see his baggage.
I looked at him from his toe to his head.
he was wearing sport black clothes.
his red hair was on his small eyes and his small nose and pink lips..
I became curious.
"Uh hi.."he bowed and said hi shyly.
"who are you?"I asked while going closer.
"this is ms.Kim's house,right?"he asked with doubt.
"yes."I nodded and made him smile.
was it on purpose to show his dimples?
by the way how did he know my mom's last name?
"she gave me the address and told me to come here."
he showed me the address in his phone and made me frown.
my mom wouldn't do it without telling me nothing!
I called her as soon as he held his phone down.
"what is it changkyun?"
"There's someone saying you gave him our address to come here-"
"oh jooheon arrived??he's my friend's son and he's gonna live with us for a while since his mom's ill."
I breathed out in exhaustion.she was doing whatever she wanted.
"you could tell me sooner."I groaned.
"I'm sorry son."
"you do what you want and then apologize?I don't need it!!"
before I hung up I heard her voice.
"be nice to him changkyun."
why did I have to be nice with him?
I wasn't even going to talk to him!!
I unlocked the door while he was following me.
"I'm jooheon!!what's your name??"he asked while dragging his baggage with him.
I was annoyed to hear the sound of dragging his baggage but I held myself not to yell at him.
I didn't answer him but he didn't stop asking.
"are you a high school student??"
"what do you want to be??"
"why is your face injured??"
"can you shut up?"I turned around and faced him.
he didn't see me and bumped into me but before he falls on the floor I caught him.
I didn't want to hold him but I didn't want to take care of him when his leg was broken.
"I'm sorry..I guess I asked too much.."he smiled embarrassed.
"yeah.you better stay quiet from now on."I said and let go of his shoulders and continued my way.
it was weird because he really listened to me and didn't speak until I entered my room.
"heeey your tour is over."I stopped him before he enters my room.
"ah then where should I sleep?"he asked while pouting.
"on the couch I guess."I smirked and hit the door in his face.
I tried not to be harsh but I had a bad day so I hoped he would understand.
Ichanged my clothes and did what I always did before I sleep but before I sleep my stomach started groaling.
huh..I forgot that I didn't eat anything..
and that boy..jooheon!
he didn't eat anything either.I noticed he was waiting for me for a long time so he had to be hungry I guess..
"why do I care?"I sighed and got up.
at least I had to save myself.
I opened the door of my room and walked toward the kitchen in the darkness.
I couldn't cook anything except ramen but it was good too!
I waited for the water to boil up until I saw jooheon.
I jumped from fear a bit when I saw him standing there like a ghost.
"the light won't let me sleep."
he tightened the lock of his lands between the teddy bear he had in his embrace.
"I was starving.you must be hungry too,aren't you?"I asked while staring at him.
he bit his lower lip and nodded slowly.
he walked toward me and stopd beside me.
I had nothing to talk about so I kept the silence.
but the atmosphere was so annoying so I started talking.
"how old are you?"
"17."he answered simply.
we were the same age but his behavior didn't fit his age.
we were completely different.
"what school do you go?"I asked again.
"you told me to be quiet."he said in a low tone.
oh..I forgot it..I was being talkative now..
"I was just being nice."I said carefreely and put the ramen on the boiled water.
"you're not being nice when you blame someone for being curious."
I turned around slowly to look at him.
his voice was changed and that was what made me worried.
he was hiding half of his face on the head of the teddy bear.
"I didn't mean to-"
I cupped my hands around his face and held his head up.
I never made anyone cry.
I never even imagined he would be sad with my words.
"I-I didn't mean to bother you.."I stuttered but when he started sobbing I couldn't stop him anymore.
I knew he missed his mom..I knew he felt lonely like me..
but I didn't know he was going to break this soon..
I leant his head to my chest and started patting his back.
I let him cry as much as he wanted without saying anything.
I didn't cry either.I held myself not to cry in front of anyone.
I didn't want anyone to see my weakness but jooheon was showing me his.
why didn't he care if I see his tears?
without I know tears fell on my cheeks.
I wanted to apologize but I just remembered I had never done it before.
we fall apart when it was the time to eat dinner.
I could swear I would cry if he held me in his embrace again.
we ate ramen in an awkward silence.
but when I was going to my room to sleep I stopped.
he felt lonely..I couldn't leave him alone..
I groaned and walked toward him and held his wrist.
"w-what are you..doing??"
without answering him I pointed at my bed.
"you want me to stay here?"he asked without looking at me.
"you can go if you don't want."I shrugged and laid on my bed.
I felt he did the same after a while.
somehow I didn't feel lonely.
maybe I had to do that at first.
"my face..I fought.."I hummed without turning to face him.
"why did you fight?"
he wanted to know the reason..
"I had to."
I finally turned around.I didn't know why i told him that i fought but I knew something well.
'I didn't want to make him cry anymore.'
he didn't say anything and just stared at me in the darkness.
I could feel he knew I was alone too..
But I couldn't see pity in his eyes.
he was just staring at me like he wanted me to share my sadness with him.
maybe if I had seen him in a better situation we could be good friends but now..
it wasn't that late however I was looking at it.
he fell asleep soon.I pushed his hair away from on his eyes and stared at his face.
maybe it was destiny..
the world never did me a favor but I could bravely say it was the best thing the world gave me.
For some reason..I didn't want to lose him..