Don't go.I run as fast as I could to get to him.
Don't go.
I was sorry that i couldn't hold his hand and beg him to stay.
Don't go.
"I'm sorry!!"I yelled and this time he stayed.
Don't go.
"I'm sorry hyung!!I'm sorry!!"I said while sobbing.
he didn't seem like he cared.Don't go.
He finally turned around and smiled.his eyes were like the half moon.I always loved those eyes.
Don't go.
"Please stay.I beg you!!I did wrong!!I try to be better!!I'm sorry!!"
he came back and knelt with me.
he had his smile while wiping my tears.
"you did nothing wrong won."
He was petting my cheeks but he was..fading..
"D-don't go..DON'T GO HYUNG!!"please don't go..
I opened my eyes when I felt my pillow was getting wet.
I sat on the bed slowly and wiped my tears.
"hoseok hyung..Hoseok hyung.."
I knew he could hear..
someone opened the door.I looked at the one whom I've been waiting for.
"Hoseok hyung.."I spread my arms.
tears rolled down my face but I tried to smile.
He didn't like to see me like that.probably kicking me for crying because of him.
"hyungwon-ah..are..are you crying??"he asked while panting.seemed like he'd been running to get to my room.
he saw how I've been spreading my arms and when he understood what I wanted he let me hug him.
"Don't go hyung..please don't go.."
I never said anything.I always respected to his choices but this time..
I couldn't control my tears.
"I'm not fine..I want you here..tell me you stay..tell me you won't leave us.."I sobbed.
before I know it other members were standing there.
I knew I was crying loudly but I didn't know why I made them cry with me.
even hoseok hyung..he was cruing between my arms.
"I tried my best won-ah..I tried to be someone whom you can trust the most but..I can't be strong anymore."
sometimes I thought about it too.Why wasn't he showing his pain when he wanted to cry that bad?
I thought maybe he was embarrassed.but now..I knew he just didn't want us to break.
he always wanted to be that perfect hyung and lead us.we were so comfortable when he was fighting with the pain.
we were so comfortable that we didn't notice we were losing him..
"Don't leave..don't leave us!!"I held him tighter.
maybe if he could punch me I would wake up from that nightmare.
"I won't leave you.I am here for you.."
I was sorry.
even like that he was saying that he was going to stay with us.
I didn't know if I had to laugh or cry.
if I had to thank him or apologize.
"I'm sorry that you were fighting alone.I'm so sorry.."
"It's ok hyungwon-ah.I'm fine."
I knew he would say that.I knew he would deny his pain again.
"we..started as seven..and we will end it as seven.I promise to fix everything hyung..please lean to us."
hoseok smiled and put my head on his shoulder.
"it's ok.."he hummed and started to comforting me.
He was comforting me when he needed that the most..
"I will be ok..we have monbebe..we have each other."
he spread his arms so other members could join us.
all of us now were sleeping on each others shoulders.
"We will be ok until we have each other.we can make it."
there he was..he was being sweet again..
how much I missed this..
"it's ok if I fall..I make sure you guys stay ok.."
"shush hyung..we all will be ok.we won't let you suffer anymore."jooheon said and hugged him.
I smiled.
our bunny was home now.
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Monsta X One Shots🐾(hyungwonho,kihyuk,Jookyun)
Fanfiction"You don't need to try to know me. I am what you see now.I am a destroyer."