Chapter 1~

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Jungkook's POV

I wake up with the most uncomfortable feeling I have ever felt. My stomach is twisting, making all sorts of noises and my head is on the verge of exploding. But I'm used to it, well sort of... Actually I have been sick for a few days, my hyungs haven't noticed yet and I don't plan on telling them. I'll seem like an attention seeker, it's already too much of a burden being the maknae, sorry, the 'golden' maknae. Namjoon Hyung came up with that name for me, apparently I was so good at everything, but that's not true. I mean sure I may be good at somethings and it's flattering to have but everyone expects too much from me and I'm always under pressure. I can't live a normal life. I'm an idol which already restricts me from having my freedom but now anywhere I go, anything I do, it has to be done 'perfectly'. Anyways it's not like the pain is unbearable, it's ok.

I'm ok...

I'm feeling just fine.

Well that's what I told myself anyways.

I get out of bed and the whole room's spinning. I close my eyes, clenching my hands on my face while taking slow deep breaths in and out. From time to time I look up to see if any of my hyungs are nearby and if they are I just pretend I'm stretching, they can't know that I'm sick. They just can't.

Jin Hyung passes by my room and I happen to see him so I quickly execute my plan. Stretching and pretending to yawn as if I just got up. But me being the imperfect person I am, slip on a shirt that was on the floor. I start to panic as I see Jin Hyung running towards me and... THUD.  I fell face first on the floor. Jin crouches down at me alarmed and asks me if I'm ok.

"Don't worry Hyung I'm ok, I just slipped" I said with a reassuring look on my face, it did hurt though- a lot actually but I can't be more of a burden. By this time my dizziness subsided, well not completely but it was better. I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't even realize that my nose was bleeding.

"JUNGKOOKIE YOUR NOSE IS BLEEDI -" I cut him off.

"Hyung it's just a nose bleed, I'm sure you have seen one before, it's ok I'll just wash it off" Jin Hyung started to laugh a bit and I let out a big sigh, laughing with him.

"Sorry Jungkookie, I just got startled seeing you slip and then your nose started to bleed" I laugh at him as I could still see his flustered face.

As I stand up a wave if dizziness flows through me, I was about to fall over but...

"Jungkookie! Are you ok?" Jin Hyung said as he caught me just in time. But I couldn't hear him my hearing was a bit muffled. I just saw his mouth moving and nodded.

"Jungkook-ah I swear if you don't answer me and tel -" Oh crap, I forgot, I'm sick. He might figure out if I keep on resting my body on him. I quickly scramble out of his grip and run to the bathroom. I lock the door and let out a sigh of relief. I could hear Jin shouting my name, trying to open the door.

"Jungkookie, what's wrong? Are you ok?" Jin asks while knocking on the door. Come on Jungkook, think, think harder. What should  I say? Then it came to me, I got it.

"Oh Hyung don't worry, I just um..I didn't want any of my blood on your shirt so I ran to the bathroom to wash it off." I say hesitantly.

"That's not what I'm worried about, why did you suddenly fall o -"

"Hyung don't worry about me and start making breakfast, I'm starving." I interrupted him.

I hear Jin Hyung let out a sigh while his footsteps were getting further and further away.
Phew, that was close I hope Jin didn't notice anything weird. I wash my bloody nose and get changed into a white short-sleeved shirt with black sweatpants.

Authors note:
Hi guys I hope this is not too short. I'm just really tired and I can't sleep so decided to write this:)
Hope u like ittttt :))
I'll update soon

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