Jin's POV
I look over as I see Jungkook running away. He then bumps into Yoongi. We run towards him and I hear him whisper.
"I can't take this anymore!"
I look concerned, so do all the other members. What's wrong with him? As long as we keep him calm, we can talk to him. Suddenly, Jungkook starts panting as if he's on his last breath, Yoongi still holding his arm.
"Jungkook, do you want water, Hey Jungkook can you hear me?" I say, hoping I can calm him down.
Despite our efforts, Jungkook keeps panting when all of a sudden.. he goes limp in Yoongi's grasp and falls backwards. But thankfully, Yoongi held onto his arm and Jungkook didn't fall onto the ground. Instead, Yoongi gently placed him on the floor, I bend down to Jungkook shaking him.
"Come on Jungkookie, wake up for your hyung, what's wrong?" I say.
But he doesn't even flinch at my words.
"I will go get the car ready, we are going to the hospital, now." I say sternly.
"I'll go," Namjoon says. "You just stay with Jungkookie and make sure he is alright, the members will stay with you too, I'll be back!" He continues as he runs towards the parking.
"Hey! Where did Taehyung go?" I hear Jimin say.
Taehyung's POV
I see Jungkook unconscious on the floor. Guilt starts to consume me, this is because of me.
Flashback to before they left to practice~ Jungkook's POV
I see everyone leave Taehyungie's room as I go in to ask why they were gathered there without me. I ask Taehyung,
"Taehyungie, why were you all gathered here, except for me?"
"Oh no reason, just talking about what happened just now, anyways, don't worry about that I won't let anything bad happen to you again, just be your usual golden self today at practice and forget about what happened." He says with a smile on his face.
Something in me must of snapped, I am not sure why, but I suddenly got mad at Taehyung and got overly sensitive.
"Golden, golden, golden! CAN YOU JUST STOP WITH THE GOLDEN." I snap
"J-Jungkoo-"
"DO YOU THINK I ASKED TO BE BORN THIS WAY? DID ANY OF YOU EVEN COME TO ME AND TELL ME IF I WANTED TO BE CALLED GOLDEN? WHY DO YOU GUYS JUST ASSUME T-that I..." My voice starts breaking as I am on the verge of tears. "T-that I am perfect? That I have no flaws? Do you know how much pressure I am under, exactly, you don't! I am not golden. I am nothing more than a worthless, talentless piece of trash." I say now tears streaming down my face.
"J-Jungkookie, I am sorry, I didn't mean to." He says as he puts his hand on my shoulder. I then throw away his hand and say:
"Just-Just leave me alone, please." I say wiping my tears while I storm off.
End of Flashback~ Back to Taehyung's POV
If only I didn't tell him that. God Taehyung, why are you so stupid. I go to the bathroom and just start crying and crying. Why am I like this? Why do I keep making mistakes? First, I am the reason Jungkook got mad at breakfast and he went to his room and got kidnapped. I am the reason Jungkook passed out just now at practice. What can I do right?
A few minutes pass as I hear Jimin say,
"Hey! Where did Taehyung go?"
I thought that it was time I go back, so I don't worry my hyungs, they are already overwhelmed with Jungkook, I can't go missing and worry them even more. I walk towards the members, still not noticing my presence. I go behind Jimin.
"H-hyung" I say.
"Yah Taehyung where di- Oh Taehyungie, what's wrong why are you crying." He says.
Jimin's POV
"H-hyung." I hear Taehyung say from behind me. I turn around.
"Yah Taehyung where di- Oh Taehyungie, what's wrong? Why are you crying." I say worried.
"H-hyung, it's b-because of me, i-it's all because o-of me. W-what d-do I do?" He says as his tears interrupted every few words.
"What do you mean Taehyungie?" I say.
"H-hyung." He says, as his face gets paler.
I pull him into a tight embrace.
"Don't worry Taehyung, everything will be fine, now let's go to the hospital, you need to be there for Jungkook, okay?"
I tell him, hoping to give him hope and relieve him of his anxiety. But.. no response.
"Taehyung, answer me, everything will be okay." Still no response.
"Taehyung?" I say once more as I pull him out of my embrace.
As I pull him away from me to see what's wrong, he resists.
"I can't go, J-Jungkook hates m-me." He says.
"What's taking you so long we need to go." Jin hyung says.
"Come on Jimin-ah, it's no time for games." He says as he pulls Taehyung's hand.
Jin's POV
I swear I am going to kill those two, we need to go.
I go back in the room to get Jimin and Taehyung.
What's taking you so long we need to go." I say, frustrated
"Come on Jimin-ah, it's no time for games." I say as I pull Taehyung's hand. He then looks down tears streaming down his face
"Taehyungie, what's wrong?" I ask him. But he keeps on crying.
"Let's go Taehyung, let's talk about it in the car, don't you want Jungkook to get better." Jimin says
Taehyung nods.
"Okay then, let's go." I say.
Author's Note
I hope u liked this chapter, wow I'm updating a lot tho lol
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AcciónJungkook, he has everything he could wish for and more. Everyone wishes they could be him. But just because he shows his perfect side all the time, doesn't mean he can't struggle, it doesn't mean he can't have hard days. He is human too, he can feel...
