I'm feeling just fine\\JJKxBTS

Chapter 8~

Jungkook's POV

Thank god we didn't go. Phew, what would I do if my hyungs figured out? Well you see every time I would leave the dorm saying that I was going to a friends house, I actually wasn't. I was, but not really. I was going to the hospital and my friend is a doctor there, JunHyung ( A/N lol it's a random name). I always go to him and talk about my hyungs and how I'm always pressured and under stress because of how I am the 'golden' maknae. He wanted to prescribe me pills but I told him not to, so I can avoid suspicion from my hyungs. The last time I went there, it was maybe 2 days ago. He said that if he ever meets my hyungs he is going to lecture them. Ugh.. why do doctors always want to lecture. So anyways, that's why I have been trying to avoid him and my hyungs meeting, I mean if they meet it would be worse for me because my hyungs will feel bad for me and once again I am a burden. Why me? Why is it always me?

I still can't believe what happened, I mean I almost got kidnapped, thank god Taehyung found me. I don't even feel safe in my room anymore. I don't know who the guy who took me is, maybe just a random guy who decided to kidnap me, or has he been planning this for a while? Whichever it is, I am scared, but I can't tell my hyungs, they would keep watch over me 24/7. I look at my window as the memories keep coming back as I locked my window and closed the curtains. Anyways, I feel that my sickness has gotten worse I always have to blow my nose and if my hyungs figure out and bring me to
the hospital, you can guess what would happen. I keep getting strong migraines and I feel really dizzy, but what can I do, I just have to wait for it to pass.

I go over to my closet and change for practice, my hyungs insisted I stay home, but I can't! Our comeback is next week and I need to nail the new dance.

Taehyung's POV

Everyone got ready for practice and gathered in my room, all except Jungkook. I explained to them what happened. Jimin came over and hugged me.

"I'm so sorry I didn't answer your calls, I was asleep, how dare I, I'm so stupid." He says as he hugs me.

"NO Jimin, you are not stupid, I am, I shouldn't have run away to look for Jungkook on my own." I tell him.

A tear falls out of Jimin's eyes as he hugs me tighter.

Author's POV

They all went to the car and drove to practice. When they reached there Namjoon told the dance teacher why they were late and what happened with Jungkook.

"Oh my god, Jungkook I hope your okay, you should have stayed home. Namjoon, did you tell the police station?" The dance instructor says.

Namjoon nods in response.

"Good, okay Jungkook, if your sure your okay let's start we have no time to lose!" The dance teacher says enthusiastically.

"Yes, I'm okay now let's start I want to finish the dance and then get food!" Jungkook says.

Everyone laughs at his cuteness.

Jungkook's POV

We start the dance and I'm doing really well, despite my current situation, but I tripped on Jimin's leg and fell on the floor. Jimin apologizes and helps me up. We continue, but no matter how many times I just can't get it right. I either fall again or just stand still because I forgot.

"Jungkook, let's take a break, I know you will do well, I mean you are 'Jungkook', you should be nailing these moves but let's just take a quick water break." The dance teacher says as he leaves the room.

Then all of a sudden I hear voices.

'Yeah Jungkook, your the golden maknae'

'Stop being lazy!'

"Stop... your in my head"

'Get your act together'

"Jungkook, are you okay?"

'Stop being a disappointment'

"Stop."

'How about you stop messing up'

"Stop.. stop, stop it"

"Maybe he should of kidnapped you"

"Jungkook.."

"STOP!!" I yell.

I open my eyes only to be met by 6 pairs of eyes staring at me like daggers. My breathing starts to pick up as I hold my head in frustration.

Jimin's POV

"STOP" Jungkook yells. We all looked concerned. He has his hands clenched tightly around his head.

"Jungkook, Hey Jungkook, can you hear me?" I say, no response.

I tap him on the shoulder and he looks up.

"Woah, Jungkook-ah what's wrong?" Jin Hyung says clearly worried.

Jungkook looks out of his mind, his face is pale and his head keeps looking left and right as if he doesn't know where he is.

Jungkook's POV

I feel someone tap on my shoulder. Where am I? Is that Jiminie? I can't see clearly. My head is about to burst.

"Hey Jungkook, you better not mess up the song." I hear someone say, I think so anyways.

My head keeps spinning and I keep looking around.

"I'm sorry" I say as I run off. But as I was running I bump into Yoongi.

"Sorry." I say as he grabs my hand

"Hey where do you think you're going?" He asks

"What?"

"I said, slow down, your going to hit something."

I look at Yoongi and start crying, as my vision becomes clearer, I realize everything was just in my head.

"Hey, Hey what's wrong Jungkook." Someone says, think it was Jin hyung.

"I can't take this anymore." I whisper as I start panting harder and harder.

"Jungkook, do you want water, Hey Jungkook can you hear me?"

Everything becomes blurry once again as I start seeing black dots and soon it consumes me.

Author's POV
Oof this was intense, I hope u guys enjoyeddd.