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I should tell u

Ok, so there is something I think I should tell u. I have really bad depression. I cut my arms 24/7 I wear makeup on my arms so no one knows I cut my arms. I do go 2 therapy,  but it doesn't work. Poor @NASCAR484 has heared everything, I talked 2 him when I upset, he always finds away 2 make me stop doing what I am doing, he even saved my little sister and me from killing ourselves. I don't even know if I would b here if it wasn't 4 him, my friends, my boyfriend, and my family.  Mostly @NASCAR484 and my boyfriend. There is alot of things I tried 2 do, but both of them stopped me. That is why I made My Feelings book. It lets me put all of my feelings out.. I know that u may not like a writer who cuts themself, but writing is what helps me alot. I always told myself that I would never b a writer. Look at me now! Please just give me another chance, I have been through alot. I will even list some of them.

1. Raped my Jeff's yonger brother
2. Been Chocked by my gram
3. Had soap shoved down my froght by gram
4. I had lots Child Abuse happen 2 me ( No my parents never did this 2 me )
5. Had my one foster dads run away ( Still Haven't found him yet ) ( Steven Wightnight Jr )
6. Was putten in foster care ( House wasn't clean anoth ) ( I am back with my mom and step dad )
7. My best friend Almost died because both of her kineys exploded
8. I got grabed by my gran by the back of the neck so hard that I felt like she was going 2 break my neck
9. My gram sat on my back every day and night in till the rock that was in my foot was out
10. Had a sock shoved in my froth 2 the point where I was choking on it
11. Never got 2 meat my real dad because he never cared about me
12. Never got 2 meet my older Half borther because he lives in Kansas with my dad
13. My younger brother went 2 MHS 2 get away from my gram
14. I never get 2 see my yonger brother as much as I used 2
15. My mom had 2 leave me and my yonger brother with my gram because she didn't have a big anoth place 4 all 3 of us ( I am with my mom and step dad )

16. GETTING STOCKED MY MY GRAM!

That is just some of them, I don't want 2 really put allof them. If I do them I will probably.... well... I don't really want 2 say. I am so sorry that u had 2 take the time 2 read this. I hope u guys will give me a second chance.