𝑷𝑹𝑬𝑻𝑻𝒀 𝑮𝑰𝑹𝑳

twenty three

hi, hi. this is a flashback chapter that leads into irl. THIS IS A WARNING: the next two chapters involve suicidal thoughts, death, and cheating. if in any way you are sensitive to those topic i would advise you to skip them and just read the summary i will be posting after🖤

this will not be that gory because just thinking of some of this stuff makes me sick to my stomach

AUTHORS POV:
ivy just caught ethan cheating on her with some L.A. wanna be instagram model. she felt broken, betrayed, mad, and most of all sorry for her kids. yes, her kids not ethan's. her plan was to get full custody, she felt it would've better for her kids. but life goes by fast

she felt betrayed that he was cheating on her through her whole pregnancy, from the day they found out till today.

ETHAN'S POV:
it's been months without ivy. i feel empty, depressed, and disappointed in myself.

i never wanted to cheat, i just couldn't help it. ivy being pregnant made me feel like i wasn't getting enough attention from her, i know douchebag move but i honestly don't know what came over me.

girl after girl, night after night, hotel after hotel. i couldn't stop, i felt possessed.

i was depressed and out of my mind. ivy and our kids should've of been my number one priority.

i'm so stupid.

grayson and emma came to talk some sense into me earlier but all i could think about is ivy, how much i hurt her, how much stress i'm putting her under.

i saw all the comments which in the end made me see the truth, i don't deserve to live.

no one wants to see me at the moment, i'm a disappointment to all. so might as well right goodbye notes.

(the notes come in next chapter but this is where the warning starts)

this is it, this is where my time ends. where everything stops.

blood dripping, pills shaking in the container.

empty. emptying myself of blood, emptying the pill container.

feeling my eyes close, blackness clouding my vision.

feeling myself be pulled off the earth my awaiting place.

i let out my last breath saying my last words.

"i love you ivy, i'm sorry"

IVY'S POV:
i walked into ethan and grayson's house it hear nothing.

i walked into grayson's room first to see if he was home or not, he wasn't.

but that isn't who i was here for, i was here for ethan to make everything right. to figure out a way to work this out, to figure out why he could do such a thing.

i walked into ethan's room and the sight i saw made my heart drop.

i fell to the ground, the love of my life dead. laying in a pool of his own blood an empty pills container in his left hand, a diamond ring in his right.

i somehow managed to call 911. i moved closer to ethan's lifeless body gripping onto him, sobbing and screaming.

i felt myself be pulled away and held tightly by someone as i watched ethan he carried away on a stretcher. all i could do was scream and cry.

[ A/N ]

holy fuck, i can't stop crying. this chapter was so fucking hard to write i kept having to take breaks.

last chapter and sequel out soon