⚠️Graphic Reading To Come⚠️
Flash Back
"Oh so I'm dumb?" , "I look dumb to you?" "Look at me when I'm talking to you Jasmine" he ran up yelling in my face. " , Devin I promise that Guy wasn't trying to talk to me... He asked me did I know how to get downtown from here... I swear babe you have to believe me" I pleaded as tears begin to wale up burning the brim of my eyelids. "Bitch you out of your rabbit ass mind if you think I'm falling for that.... That nigga asked you to eat your pussy... you want attention so badly you giggled so go get in position and I'll show you all the attention you've been wanting Jasmine" he yelled. "Devin please don't do this I promise you it wasn't that" , "What the fuck did I say? Go to the BEDROOM NOW RIGHT FUCKING NOW AND BE READY WHEN I GET THERE"
Trying my hardest not to break down and cry I hurried up and ran into our bedroom. A bedroom that was once my safe haven our special place became a room full of pain. I've known Devin all my life. In fact Devin was indeed the love of my life At one point until this demon came out of him. He opened doors, pushed chairs in and even wiped my mouth But then he started breaking arms with doors, Pushing me out of chairs and throwing them at me and punching me in my mouth etc. It all started at my cousins Shaya's baby shower when her brother Zavior touched my arm while asking for directions....Yes You're Right... My Cousin Zavior... Now, I know what you thinking and yes the arm touching was in fact non sexual and no harm. He was trying to get past me to use the rest room then asked for downtown directions and Devin said I liked it. So of course when we got home that night He told me to go into the bathroom since I liked getting touched near one. Devin would then force himself inside of me no lube no wetness no Vaseline... NO NOTHING. That was the day he also made me miscarry our daughter Jinx. The forced entry was so brutal that he ripped threw My cervix and I went into premature labor. From that day on I looked at Devin like the monster he was. My family tried they best to put him behind bars for life but of course his father is a Judge and knew a lot of powerful people. So he used "Regular sex" as his argument and we of course loss in court. He made me lie and say that My vagina dried up which caused bleeding and of course me miscarrying my kid...But I guess that was his way of called loving me. Everyday I'd wish I Had The Courage to leave him but Devin knew ways to trick me into staying with him.
"Spread em open Jasmine & wideee" He said while rubbing his member to harden" "Please Devin, Please don't do this I promise it wasn't what you thought" ..... SLAP 👋🏽 "I Saw what I saw, Open up I promise It won't take long".... After What I Thought And felt as rape was definitely Rape. Devin would get into these bitch fits and tell me the attention I wanted and seek will never appear but only when he's on top of me. I knew this was wrong but hey I loved him and I didn't wanna see harm done to him at that point of my life. Britt & Patty would try they best to talk me into recording him but I never could do so. Me getting away from him was the best thing I couldn't done with my life...
"I'll Always Find You".
Flash Back Over
Ming's POV
"Jassy.... you're talking in your sleep babe" Mire Said while shaking me awake. "I'm sorry, I felt like I was having a nightmare, I'm glad you're here". "Where else would I be babe? Day somewhere chasing panties, I have workers for my businesses plus is raining this cuddle weather". "Eww lemme Get Up my breath"... "It's like that on a regular and I never say nothing lol" "Please get slapped and hard" "Damn Ma that's how you feel? I was only playing"
I got up went into the bathroom did my hygiene and just hung my head... I don't know why I couldn't tell Mire the truth, or why I'd even lie about what really happened to me and my unborn child. It was very embarrassing to know I allowed a man I was once in love with to abuse and rape me over what he thought was "Attention". Devin was my life, my soul, my everything and he took the only person away from me I knew would love me unconditionally. Sometimes I tell myself Devin did it on purpose knowing I may one day leave him. After we loss in court I looked at the brighter picture. I'm young, I'm beautiful and Super Smart. Maybe Mire wouldn't understand that, He's a guy and guys don't know how that type of love works. The past is the past for a reason and Devin is in my rear view.... I have a popping business, Popping friends & A man that loves me.....
KNOCK KNOCK ... "Can I Come In Ma?" Mire yelled from the other side of the door. "Yes come in" "What's wrong? Why you look so sad?" He asked while lifting my head up with his finger. "I wasn't quite honest with you about my past.... and I wanna come cleaned". Mire sat on the edge of the tub pulling me down to his level for me to sit on the bathroom floor. Here I was about to come clean about everything for the second time but tell him every detail. "Spill it ma, we not gone get past this unless you tell me everything" "He raped me on a regular because He said that all I wanted was attention.... One particular day at my cousin's baby shower he accused my cousin of asking to eat my pussy" "wait what?" Mire said with a strange look on his face. "He raped repeatedly because of your family member? Was he a jealous cat?" "Jealous would be an understatement all my cousin did was ask me how He can get downtown from the location we were at and of course he touch my arm while asking and Devin said I liked it. "This NIGGA gotta die" said Mire. "Ending this crazy story SIGH He raped me in the bathroom on the floor & bust through my cervix which made me miscarry Jinx our daughter.. I don't know how he found me on Instagram and frankly I don't care He's so in my rear view but I thought you'd need to know the truth" I said with tear at the brim of my eyelids. "Jassy, Listen I promise my life that nigga don't know what he's done to you... though it was years ago I'm going to kill him he hurt what I love FUCK THAT"
I can't believe he just told me he loved me.. well he didn't say it say it but he said love and about me... Why am I so lucky? Why does his man want me? I'm damaged goods to be honest and DyMire doesn't see this. God if you giving me a sign I'll definitely listen... I'm just praying for a better start And this man deserves the real me The real JASMINE LINLEY❤️
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Y'all I Really Honestly Don't Like This Chapter For A lot Of Reasons I Feel Like It Was Definitely Rushed... Please give me ideas and I'll definitely write them in.... Thanks to those who have started following me because some chapters will be raw and private for my followers ONLY!!!!!! Give me feedback as well Guys. -CRWN NEAT👅
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