Frustrated

Jisoo notices a lot of things (about Jennie) Arc [9]

Jisoo barely slept. In fact, she might not have even fallen asleep. Last night's fever fiasco took a lot of her will power and rationality to finish her duty with pure intentions, but as soon as she reached her own room after taking care of Jennie, she broke down on her bed touching herself and willing her sexual fantasies, taking care of herself this time.

It's been awhile since she last masturbated. She's usually accompanied by someone to satisfy her sexual desires, but she couldn't hold it in for a day or two. And the fact that she's thinking of a certain raven was tainting her conscience all in all (At the back of Jisoo's mind, it's not the first time. Trust her to act the same as usual around Jennie. It's the norm)

Jisoo forced herself to get up. It was only 6 am but she'll have to call the school so they could have a day off. As she exits her room, she saw Jennie wearing the school uniform while descending the stairs, raising panic to Jisoo.

"Yah... yah! Jennie Kim! What the fuck are you doing?" Jisoo called out. It was evident that the girl still had a fever, lest the lack of strength from walking alone. It was even easy for Jisoo to catch up to her and face her.

"I... need to... go to... school" Jennie said with ragged breathing. Jisoo could only shake her head in disbelief as she easily scooped the girl up bridal style. Jennie was so weak she barely let out her usual whine of protest

"I swear you're gonna be the death of me"

After placing the younger back to her bed, Jisoo made sure to remove some articles of clothing to make her comfortable. The cardigan, necktie, socks. Jisoo don't see a reason to go any further but unbuttoning the top two buttons of Jennie's blouse should be the last.

Jisoo had always noticed the way Jennie's second button look like it's about to pop off. It was tightly hugging her breast, almost suffocating to look at, and Jisoo never thought a day would come that she'd actually get to unbutton it (It always annoyed her for many reasons). It was almost satisfying to her for finally being able to do what had been bugging the back of her head for some time now (She's always wanted to unbutton it herself)

The sudden jiggling from Jennie's breast made Jisoo's breath hitch, followed by a gulp. At this point, Jisoo's acting like she's never seen enough breasts her whole life. Jisoo shook her head, pulling the thick blanket to cover the already sleeping cat. (Jisoo felt hungry at the Japanese Pancake she unconsciously referenced with Jennie's chest. To be honest, both sounds delicious)

Jisoo made breakfast after calling the school and informing Yerin of the President's absence. She trusts that Lisa, Irene and Yerin would be enough to handle all council affairs today. She wanted to call up Wendy too, to help her cook something edible, but she decided to heat up the porridge stock from her house instead. Jisoo internally thanked her mom for being so doubtful about Jisoo's cooking skills. Otherwise, she might have to feed Jennie instant noodles.

She woke Jennie up to feed her. She can tell that Jennie's not as weak as last night anymore, not with all the whining she has to put up to just because the younger doesn't wanna be fed. Jisoo still won, as she always does. After eating, Jisoo went down to get Jennie's medicine, only to comeback and see the younger out of bed, weakly wearing her socks.

"Yah! Jennie Ruby Jane Kim! Do you wanna die?!" Jisoo exclaimed, receiving a glare in return

"Can you relax? It's just a fever. It's not a big deal" Jisoo rolled her eyes, then seeing Jennie lightly tumble on herself. It was a good thing Jisoo was trained to catch balls or Jennie would've faceplanted herself on the carpeted floor.

Unfortunately, it cost Jisoo getting spilled with the glass of water she was holding, wetting her white shirt. As Jisoo was about to speak, she caught Jennie staring at her chest, words seemingly stuck in her throat.

Jisoo...

Jisoo wasn't the type to wear bras at home. So she didn't have to look down to know that her nipples could totally be seen through her shirt. A blush crept up on both of their faces, and Jisoo's nipple visually started getting harder from the water. (Jisoo wanted to scold Jennie for her stubbornness, but she thought Jennie tumbling and embarrassingly seeing her nipples should shut her up)

"Let's just get you to bed, okay?"

Alas, Jennie complied easily. Though, Jennie thinks it was weird that Jisoo didn't make a snide remark about her unintentional curiosity towards the protruding nipples. Not like staring at it as if she has never seen one is weirder.

Jennie took her medicine and slept. As soon as the cat was sleeping heavily, Jisoo looked around to check Jennie's room. Pieces of memory that Jisoo could recognize were still there. Though Jisoo wants to poke around some more, she knew Jennie wouldn't like it. So even though she knew Jennie was asleep, she gave her own conscience a slack.

Lunch came and Jisoo brought food to Jennie's room. She'd already changed out of her drenched shirt. The lack of homemade porridge forced Jisoo to call for food delivery from a healthy restaurant. It took hours, but just in time for Jennie to take her medicine again. She ordered the younger a porridge and a salad set while she had chicken and rice for herself.

She watched the younger eat by herself, seeing as the younger have enough energy to lift the spoon herself (Jisoo would have fed her again if not with the nipple fiasco earlier). Last night's reading had Jennie on burning 40 degrees Celsius hot, and Jisoo's relived that it had gone down to 37 now. It was quite fast, but the fever must've been from stress. Enough rest should recover Jennie in no time.

"Aren't you gonna eat?" Jisoo was only staring at the younger girl when she was asked the question. Jisoo doesn't seem to flinch as she normally would've

"I'll eat after you finish" Jisoo replied, rather nonchalantly (Jisoo knew she sounded more like she cared about the girl the most. That, she can't deny) She noticed the way Jennie looked at her. It's the look of concern, to which Jisoo only smiled at, indirectly telling her that she's okay

Once Jennie was done eating, Jisoo handed her the medicine, drank it, and went back to sleep. She made sure the younger was deep asleep as she tucks her to bed before going down to eat. Though she wanted to stay with the younger, she knew at the back of her mind that Jennie wouldn't like the idea. Although Jisoo's stubborn, she sometimes let Jennie have her way. And it would've bothered her conscience if she took advantage of Jennie falling ill

(For some reason, Jisoo has this crazy idea that Jennie doesn't want to be alone in the same room as her.

I wonder why)

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