chapter 6

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Well, everybody's got a story to tell

And everybody's got a wound to be healed

I want to believe there's beauty here

'Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on

I can't let go, I can't move on

I want to believe there's meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out

"God please take this"?

How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn't plan

Wondering how I got to where I am

I'm trying to hear that still small voice

I'm trying to hear above the noise

How many times have you heard me cry out

"God please take this"?

How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

Though I walk,

Though I walk through the shadows

And I, I am so afraid

Please stay, please stay right beside me

With every single step I take

How many times have you heard me cry out?

And how many times have you given me strength?

How many times have you heard me cry out

"God please take this"?

How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

I need you now

Oh I need you

God, I need you now.

I need you now

I need you now

plumb need you now

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i am tweleve to day and the pain is getting better less tears and still forced smiles. broken heart that need mending. love thats died. and pain that kills. i get home and its rainning. i slip into my shorts and tank top and run through the putle filled feeled the wett dirt squish between my feet. i run and run till i cant run anymore. i drop to the ground an cry. to day is april 6,2012 . eight years since shes died. 8 years of heart break and 8 year of an empty shell. 8 year scince a pice of me died.

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