A lot had happened since we buried my grandfather, I had lost and gained friends, I was used by my new friends, and I had let 'the real me' out as my cousin calls it. I cry lot less I was just being me but I had to die to let her back out. my cousin said she hadn't seen a genuine smile in years, I was healing after years of crying and years if walking around dead I felt alive again, but something happened and the cut got deeper instead of healing. My friend, no he's not my friend he's my brother, started getting distant and I slowly began dying again. I didn't say anything but I began to lose sleep and fall back into depression. My parents that should know everything never noticed, how I never smiled my real smile anymore or If they did they never said anything. I had turned to running as away to escape life and escape from people drown myself into my own little world. Then the final shots were fired. My best friends completely hurt me and cause me to cry, and broke what was left of me. As for them I countlessly was there for them and I picked them back up when they fell. they disappeared on me.
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I sang as I danced in the kitchen
"She's watching the taxi driver, he pulls away
She's been locked up inside her apartment a hundred days
She says, "Yeah, he's still coming, just a little bit late.
He got stuck at the laundromat washing his cape."
She's just watching the clouds roll by and they spell her name
Like Lois Lane
And she smiles, oh the way she smiles" I smile
"She's talking to angels,
Counting the stars
Making a wish on a passing car
She's dancing with strangers,
Falling apart
Waiting for Superman to pick her up
In his arms, yeah, in his arms, yeah
Waiting for Superman
She's out on the corner trying to catch a glimpse
Nothing's making sense
She's been chasing an answer, a sign lost in the abyss,
This Metropolis" I think of how my friends have been treating me. "She says, "Yeah, he's still coming, just a little bit late.
He got stuck at the Five and Dime saving the day."
She says, "If life was a movie, then it wouldn't end like this,
Left without a kiss."
Still, she smiles, oh, the way she smiles, yeah
She's talking to angels,
Counting the stars
Making a wish on a passing car
She's dancing with strangers,
She's falling apart
Waiting for Superman to pick her up
In his arms, yeah, in his arms, yeah
She's waiting for Superman...
...to lift her up and take her anywhere
Show her love and flying through the air
Save her now before it's too late tonight
Oh, at the speed of light
And she smiles" I think of my grandpa and grandma "She's talking to angels,
Counting the stars
Making a wish on a passing car
She's dancing with strangers,
She's falling apart
Waiting for Superman to pick her up
In his arms, yeah, in his arms, yeah
She's waiting for Superman...
...to lift her up and take her anywhere
Show her love, oh, and flying through the air
Save her now before it's too late tonight
She's waiting for Superman" I was crying by the end if the song. I hate my life.
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The Secret Sadness
Ciencia FicciónI waited not knowing if he would pull out of this. I was told that their was a slim chance of him living. So I sat in the hospital room praying he will wake up.
