(1:7)Afraid

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Now  Shawn why would you blurt that out, y'all young people get on my nerves being so messy, MrsVicki yelled

Well take it how you want Mrs.Vicki I'm just letting her know

I was speechless and clueless to who it could've been in that car with him, so I called him.

He didn't answer....I begin to get worried sick so I ask Shawn to cover my 3 heads I had today. I had to leave. If I could catch him, this could definitely be my way out, I thought with hope.

As I drove home I continued calling but I didn't get any answer. So I went by his job, surprisingly his car was there.
A part of me wanted to go to the guard shack and ask him to come out but I didn't have the time or energy to ask him what I knew he would lie about.

I had no one to talk to, I couldn't tell my mom or family that he was cheating because the first thing they'll probably say is I told you so. I met Tru when I was in school. He was an IT engineer for the school....he was everything I wanted in a man but his  love for women got the best of him. He was truly a Casanova. He made sure the bills were paid and took care of anything that needed to be done around the house but far as him being the man that I needed which was one that showed me attention and gave me time he failed at tremendously. I saw my husband probably three times out of a full 7 day week. He was always extra busy while I stayed home.

The only time I ever went out was for work. Anytime we had a big event I would have to beg him to go with me. It never failed once we got to the event or something for my family he would sit in the car as if he was so tired. So I stopped asking him to go.

I needed true love, but I'm just so afraid of starting over.

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