grim reaper // jjk

0.17

– lee suji –

" why do you keep doing this to me hmm kitten?"

" hey jungkook! what do you mean?!" i asked as i followed him to the kitchen

" never mind what i said" he smiled after sitting down at the table

" oh come on! is something bothering you?" i asked him again

" why does it matter to you?" he glared at me

i kept quiet

i walked over to the kitchen counter to get both of our foods, still not muttering a single word

i sat down across him on the table and started eating silently

" yah! why arent you talking?!" he said a bit annoyed

i just ignored him and continued eating  my food

" suji-ah! can you stop the bullshit and talk?!" he sounded really angry

" you want me to stop the bullshit?! okay, fine! i fucked up jungkook! i asked you if something is bothering you then you tell me to mind my own business?! fuck you jungkook!

i want to know cause it bothers me to see you like this! i want to be able to help you jungkook! i care for you and maybe that was the most fucked up thing that i did!"

i just let myself go off, fuck it

" suji-ah" he muttered

" i lost my appetite. enjoy your meal" i stood up then went straight outside though its freezing

fuck emotions am i right?

" i hate this. why did i care so much?!" i muttered while walking farther away from my house

as i kept walking i bumped into yoongi who i assume is about to go home

" hey peach, what are you doing out at this hour?" he asked and i just answered back with a faint smile

" why so grumpy ms?" he teased as he nudged me by the shoulder

" cause— theres this guy that i really wanted to help but he's just so hard to read, you know?" i let out my frustration as we walked further

" is this guy a friend or a foe?" he asked jokingly

" what?! i dont– i dont know " i hesitantly said

" then why are you trying to help him so bad if you dont even know what he's worth to you?" he asked raising an eyebrow

and i think i just got slap by yoongi's words of wisdom

" come on peach, i know the perfect place to let out your frustration " he took my hand then he started running

i just followed him wherever he is taking me cause i seriously need to let all this out

—

we stopped at a baseball arcade, you know, where most frustrated people go to just bat out their anger

" hey, i already paid for your spot" yoongi called out as he gestured me to go inside