grim reaper // jjk

0.18

— lee suji —

i entered my house, feeling all the tension that has built up

as i walked, i saw jungkook sitting at the couch in the living room. i just ignored him and continued on my tracks

" how was your baseball game?" jungkook asked, startling me

this lil shit had the audacity to spy on me after what i said earlier

" it was nice" i said nonchalantly before walking again

" look, i know i messed up but i cant help it okay. im sorry" he apologized after appearing in front of me

" really? thats the best you got?" i raised an eyebrow

" what do you want me to say then? " he crossed his arms while leaning at the staircase

" tell me whats bothering you. thats all i want to hear" i said looking directly into his bambi eyes

" i cant do that" he said looking down

" well then, i guess i cannot accept your apology " i walked pass him

i went straight to my room to wash myself up.

picked out very comfortable clothes then went straight to bed

" stop thinking about it. its not worth your time"

" just sleep and forget"

" wake up the next day like nothing happened "

all of these thoughts are going around my mind while my eyes are closed, no matter how many tosses and turns i do i just couldn't get myself to sleep

" suji-ah "

wait, why in the world is he in my room?

i just pretended that i was asleep so i wouldn't get to talk to him

" im sorry, i really am. im sorry for coming into your life like this. im sorry for being an asshole to you.

suji-ah, im not worth your pain. "

what the fuck? why is he so soft?

i stayed still for a few minutes more just to make sure that he wont know that im awake

" what the fuck?! what the fuck?! what the fuck?!" i panicked as i clutch my chest

" how am i supposed to sleep now?!" i shouted as i put a pillow over my mouth

— the next morning —

i woke up after getting a very little amount of sleep, feeling really tired from all the drama that has been happening lately

" im so tired" i whispered to myself as i stay still on my bed

i seriously cant even get up cause i feel so exhausted

" hey, you coming downstairs " jungkook peeked through my door