Fem Anime X Fem Reader(with SEIYUU)

Umi x Depressed!Suicidal!Fem Reader

Sorry,I'll just Move my stories from the tragedy story book in this book
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MY FIRST AND FINAL KISS

3rd POV

*Lunch break*
As the bell rang for us to know that its lunch time
(Y/N) went to the highschool garden since the classroom was very crowded...As she go sit somewhere in the place and ate her lunch peacefully,a group of 3 girls purposely slapped my lunch box which caused for it to fall.the girl who slapped it said "Oops,my hands slipped"..(Y/N) ignored them and picked the food that fell. After cleaning the mess,she went back to the classroom

*Classroom*
Everyone was looking at (Y/N)..as (Y/N) was going to sit,A student grabbed the chair which caused (Y/N) to fall.. (Y/N) had enough but she hides all her emotions which was anger and lonelines..Then a girl came up to her and give her a helping hand,it was Sonoda Umi..(Y/N) smiled and grabbed the helping hand..

After that (Y/N) said "Thank you" with a bit smiling face but more of a hurt smile..and sat on her desk..Then Umi asked
"Hey,Is it ok for you if we become friends?"..(Y/N) grabbed her chest because iy was the first time she was asked by that.. (Y/N) nodded and said "sure,of course"..Umi said "Yoroshiku ne"..(Y/N) said "un,yoroshiku"..

Since that incident (Y/N) and Umi spend most of the time together,(Y/N) stopped her cutting and the feeling of dying was fading...Every practice,lunch,going to school,and going home they are always together..(Y/N) was happy to have a bestfriend like her and started to have feeling for Umi..

Sonoda Umi also  was always watching out for (Y/N) since (Y/N) transffered to their school..She feel like something...like ..love
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One day,
Umi was too busy for their next live performance and wasn't able to have time for (Y/N)..Of course (Y/N) knew about this so she just ate her lunch alone in the classroom..then while eating,(E/N) went to her and told (Y/N), "Ne,Y/N..meet me at the gym after dismissal,there's something I need to tell you"

(E/N) was jealous since Umi was her crush... but (Y/N) ruined everything ...

*In the dismissal*
(Y/N) was hesitating during class if she eould go or not..but she had no choice but to go since she was afraid on what (E/N) was planning for..

After arriving in the Gym, (E/N) told her a lie..
"(Y/N), I saw Umi and Kotori yesterday..do you know what Umi said "(Y/N)'s just nothing...you are just a worthless friend..and a good-for-nothing person..." (E/N) also told her that Umi doesn't need you anymore and thats why now she is avoiding you.." (Y/N) said,"I thought she was busy practicing for the live performance?"...(E/N) smirked..and said "Noo,I've overheard them yesterday..and it seems..Umi and Kotori are now official"...

(Y/N)'s heart broke..(Y/N) wasn't her anymore...her eyes became cloudy..All how she felt for umi was gone.. (Y/N) just said to (E/N).."thank you"... (Y/N ) was nothing..She wanted to die...

(E/N ) was shocked knowing about that face..she was happy know that she would avoid Umi..but at the same time..she was guilty that it might kill (Y/N)..

*after that day*
(Y/N) went to school early not wanting Umi by her side..She wanted to be alone
As umi went to the house of (Y/N).. (S/N) told her that you went to school ahead..

Umi's POV
I was sad..Knowing yesterday that she went home alone since (E/N) told me that (Y/N) had some urgent things to do..I went to school with Honoka and Kotori today and Kotori asked "Umi-chan when are you going to confess to her?"...I just looked up at the sky and said.."maybe later?"..

as I went inside to my classroom,(Y/N) and I had an eye contact..but (Y/N) ended it and looked outside the window..She was kinda pale,her lips were dry,and her eyes seems so cloudy...I went up to her and greeted her "goodmorning"..but what she only said was "un."..

Me and (Y/N) are next to each other so I put some letter on her desk saying "(Y/N) meet me later in the rooftop..-Sonoda Umi..".. (Y/N) was kinda focusing in class so she didn't notice the letter...

3rd POV
*Dismissal*
Umi was preparing to go in the rooftop to confess to (Y/N)..(Y/N) saw the letter that Sonoda Umi gave her and read it..as Umi was going outside the classroom.. (Y/N) called Umi.."Umi,I won't be going to the rooftop since Me and my sister have urgent things to do today"..(Y/N) lied and smiled to Umi hurtly..

"Oh,I see..well,Do your best..See you tomorrow"..Umi pouted after saying that..

"See you"(Y/N) said...."maybe never"..(Y/N) mumbled the last one..

After that..(Y/N) went home..No one was home..so (Y/N) get her cutter and cut herself for the last time...She wrote a letter to Umi and to her sister..

Umi's POV
I can't focus in practicing for the live performance..I was always thinking about (Y/N)...(Y/N)'s kinda off today..then we had a break..I was scolded since I wasn't focusing at all..After scolding me (E/N) went to the rooftop and called me.."Umi,Please I want you to go to (Y/N),I said something horrible to her.." after explaning I was shocked and said "What!?"
..I ran and ran till I went to (Y/N)'s house..

(Y/N)'s POV
I was done writing the letter..I was crying the whole time..Then put it in my side..I was shaking,I do not want to end my life..then I remembered what (E/N) told me "(Y/N)'s just nothing...you are just a worthless friend..and a good-for-nothing person..." as I remembered that..I can't help myself but to cry. Everything went black..as I stabbed myself..

Umi's POV
As I went inside and call her name...I heard aloud thump..My heart was beating fast..I went upstairs and went to her room..As I opened it..I saw (Y/N) with a pool of blood sorrounding her..All went to slowmo..I shouted her name..

"(Y/N)! (Y/N)!..Please !No!"

Don't leave me...

"(Y/N)!!(Y/N)!!..."..

I hugged her..

I h-haven't told you how I feel yet.. (Y/N)!(Y/N)!...

I loved you

She opened her eyes but just a little only..

"(Y/N)!"

"U-umi chan..I'm sorry...h-here.." she said in a low voice



"I-its..a remembrance...if you f-feel sad just hold th-this...and j-just think..I'm here...ok.."

Umi started to tear up

"(Y/N)..Hang in there,I-i'll call a-ambulance.." I said as I held her hand

She caressed my cheeks with her other free hand...

"I'm sorry,Please be happy...w-without me.." she said in a low voice while tearing up..

"(Y/N).." I said as I lean close to her and kissed her lips..

Her lips were now cold and quivering

As I opened my eyes..She opened her eyes for the last time..as my forehead rested into her she said.."I'm sorry..I love you...goodbye"...

Her eyes were turning pale...as she closed her eyes..

"(Y/N)ー!!!!!" I shouted as I hugged her

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Goodbye..I love you

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Author:I cried..my heart was broken 😭

Lily:since author is crying...on behalf of her...Thanks for reading chapter 1🤗

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