Falling For Him. kth ✔

I Love You

He looked at me with rage but all of sudden his features softened and guilt took over. I was still at shock and my eyes were still red and puffy. He got off me and walked away from the bed towards the window which was the way for the only source of light for the room. He stood in front of the window, his back facing me while I sat up to look at him.

"I don't want to force myself on you. If you hate me I have no rights to touch you. Otherwise all of it is just meaningless" His voice was deep and more... hurt. I didn't dare to speak back because I wanted to hear him out. I wanted to know if he felt the same way as me and this was the golden opportunity.

"All this while I made sure that no one got close to you because I was scared that you would choose that person instead of me. I won't lie; I have had sex with many other women but I have never felt complete with them. But with you, only with you around me made me feel like I belong with you. I wanted you all to myself.

But I was scared, scared that I might break your heart and scared that you wouldn't have felt the same for me. All I could do all this while was watch from afar. I ordered men to keep track of your every step from the time you joined uni" The words that came out of his mouth were making me dreamy. I was excited yet I felt bad for him. I slowly got down from the bed and walked towards him while he had his hands placed on the window sill 

"But if you hate me then I will never lay a single finger on you. I can't promise to not love you but I will not do anything to you against your wishes" He said and gripped on the window sill so hard that I almost heard it creak. I didn't wait any longer before snaking my hands around his waist giving him a back hug. The guy I fell for all this while has feelings for me and we never got to confess to each other. I couldn't waste more time making him think that I was the one who had second thoughts on this relationship.

As soon as he felt my hands around him his breath hitched and he let the window sill go as he slowly turned towards me. I looked at him with all the love that I wanted to shower on him all this while. I didn't realize that I was crying until he slowly brought his thumb towards my cheeks to wipe the tear that had escaped my eyes. 

"I was just kidding when I said I hated you" I said with a pout trying to lighten up the mood and he chuckled while tears fell down from his eyes too. 

"I am going to say it loud and clear, so hear me out. I love you, Kim Taehyung and I swear there is no one else other than you in my heart and mind. You might not realize it but everyday I keep Falling for you so hard that if this keeps on I might love you more than myself" I said as I caressed his cheek so gently feeling his soft skin on my hands. 

"I hope you are not kidding this time" he said as one of his hand went around my waist holding me in place while the other wiped away my tears. It made me let out a small giggle listening to him say that.

"No I am not kidding this time" I said as our eyes were locked. Both looked at our own little galaxies in each other's eyes. He was my star while I was his and being like this in each others arms felt so right that I couldn't doubt a single thing about the situation. But suddenly my stupid mind started working.

(A/n :So guys this chapter is basically smut. If you are all yucky about mature content then I suggest that you skip the whole chapter from here. 

As for rest of the readers, I am heire wiz ze zmut you were waithing fore

Enzoy)

"So... are we having sex tonight?" I asked like it wasn't obvious enough. He was startled at my sudden question but his face then turned into a sweet smile as he crashed our bodies closer and whispered in my ears before licking it.