Anger Issues

Chapter 8: Savior

She's finally done. My whole body is sore, my eyes are nearly popping out of my head, and there's blood everywhere. I stare as I see my dead baby with its eyes wide open.

Come play with me momma, come play! I hear it say. Eve cleans me up and wipe he blood and tears off of me, and she helps me up. " You made a good decision, children are evil. All children." She said while I finished putting on my jeans.

" Now get out of here and don't let me see you here ever again ." I limp out the room, and run down the stairs and I trip and fall on my face. I get back up and run out of the house. I resume my music and I look around and it's all fuzzy around. I hear Sade's beautiful voice still singing while I sit down on the curb.

If I tell you, if I tell you now.

Will you keep on, will you keep on loving me?

If I tell you, If I tell you how I feel

Will you keep, bringing out the best in mee?

You give me, youre givin' me the sweetest taboo

Too good for me.

There's a quiet storm

And I never felt like this before

There's a quiet storm

That is you

There's a quiet storm

And I never felt this hot before

Giving me something that's taboo....

I look down and see blood seeping through my pants, and I try to stand up, but I fall back down.

Do anything for you

I'd stand out in the rain (ha ha)

Anything you want me to do

Don't let it slip away...

I look up at the fuzzy sky, and my memory plays back as I see my dead baby In that bucket. I feel blood gushing out of my body as I see the world as I knew that was getting dark.

Somebody walks towards me and he picks me up. " Im here for you, Solana." The man says. He carries me bridal style as my blood spills on his jacket. I wrap my hands around his neck, and he kisses my face.

" Im sorry, Solana. I love you. " He whispered still kissing me. Water falls on my face. Either this man is crying, or its raining. I look up and see the man who says he loves me. It's Tyler!

" Tyler, what are you doing here? " I said weakly. He shushes me and puts me in the back of his car, and starts up the car. I start throwing up blood and and I suddenly start blacking out.

I wake up in a white place with white walls. There's water running and somebody's washing me with a rag with soap. I look down and see tyler holding me up and cleaning me.

After he's done, he grabbed a towel and dried me off and carries me to his room and gave me some clothes.

He gives me some underwater with tags on them and a pad. " Your still bleeding. " He said sitting next to me. I put the underwear and pad on and he gives me some pajamas, deodorant, lotion, a toothbrush, some slippers, and he had a big bowl of strawberries just for me.

That was my favorite food. He puts them on the dresser and helps me put my pajamas on, and lays me in his bed. " How did you find me?" I said sitting up. "Thats a stupid question, Lana. How you think? I gave you the address. " He said.

I chuckled and ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. " Thanks for helping me out back there. I could've been dead right now. "

It was nothing, really. " He shrugged.

" What do you mean? You saved my life, ty." I said putting my hand on his shoulder, scared to touch him. " This was all my fault. Made you kill our baby."

Tears fell from his face, and I feel my emotions coming on. " Solana I'm sorry for everything. For beating you, raping you, and threatning you to have an abortion. Do you forgive me? "

He was crying, and I felt bad for him. He actually has feelings! He's begging me for my forgiveness.

I lean in and kissed him on the cheek, and he kissed me on the lips. I pull him in the bed, and under the covers , and I wrapped my arms around his neck and press my lips harder onto his.

"I forgive you, baby. " I said smiling while he was sucking on his lips. I just realized that I love this nigga. He's my Savior.