Desire

Chapter 10

I woke up the next day, to my dad knocking on my door. 

"Do you know what time it is, you're late."

I looked at my phone and jumped out of my bed. 

"FUCK!"

"Really?"

"Sorry got to go." 

I grabbed my keys and sprinted out of the house in my pajamas. I was about to get in my car when I realized my breath smelled really bad," Shit I forgot to brush my teeth"

I sprinted back into the house and brushed my teeth. But this time I grabbed something small to eat. 

I speeded to school ,afraid to miss first period. I knew Kayla was going to wait for me. I jumped out the car and ran into class.

"You're late Gia"

"I know , I know"

I ran to find my seat. Fuck I shouldn't of ran so quick to get in here. Because now I was out of breath. breathing heavy, and  Danny sat right next to me. But to my surprise he wasn't here. Thank God.

That didn't last long, he only went to the bathroom "fuck me"

He looked at me and smiled. But it wasn't just any smile, his smile looked somehow crooked and more friendly,less seductive. Usually I would give him a mean face or something but today I just wasn't up for it. And he was the reason. Once again Danny is hurting my feelings. I'm actually not surprised. 

The rest of the day was dull and not as exciting. Kayla tried to make me laugh and talk about her and Mr. Andrews but I just seemed to zone her out. She is my best friend and all but she can talk a lot sometimes.

I walked Kayla to her car and then started towards mine, which meant I was alone... again. And guess who was running behind me to catch up.... Danny.

"Gia, hey, wait up,just for a sec" I looked back, but just kept on walking. I really didn't feel like it today.

"Gia, please"

"What? Danny"

"Can I just talk for a second please?"

"No, you can't "

"Why not?"

I scoffed at him and just kept walking.

"Gia! if you walk away now I will never talk to you again."

"That's fine"  What did he think this was? 

"We had a deal you know"

"What deal?"

"The kiss, Gia, don't play dumb"

"The kiss?" I stopped walking and he stopped aswell. "That stupid kiss is what got me in this mess, and you want me to talk about it with YOU. "

"Well you never told me how you felt afterwards," He looked at me sheepishly.

"You really want to know Danny, that kiss meant nothing, and it still means nothing. I don't want anything to do with you. Me and Julian were just fine before your stupid double date. And the funny thing is that you knew what you were doing before you got there. You are an asshole that always thinks he can get what he wants."

He walked closer to me this time looking at me deeply. He looked at me up and down. Which made me feel uncomfortable. He was just so goddamn hot.

"The kiss meant nothing?" he got even closer now, his face was not to far from mine but his body was almost touching mine. I was speechless. I wanted to push him off and like slap him or something. But I just couldn't. My goddamn hormones.

"Gia, I know you are lying, because if you werent" you wouldn't be biting your lip, craving me , like you are now. Julian can give you what you need, But surely that is not who or what you want."

My face was burning, Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! I turned around and started speed walking to my car.

"Goodbye Gia"

I kept my head forward while  i stuck up the middle finger.

"Really, Gia"

I opened my car door and hurried out of the school parking lot. Why does this keep happening? Why do I keep letting him do this? Did the kiss mean nothing? Did I like Danny? What was happening with me and Julian? ALl these questions circled my brain leaving me overwhelmed. And it started to rain , This day is just too much.

I needed to see Julian, because I can't even imagine how hurt he must be right now. I pulled up to his house and knocked

"Who is it?" I didn't answer, I knew if I said it was me he wouldn't open it. "who is-" He opened the door.

"Its me"

"Gia.."

"Hey, can I come in?"

"Now is not a really good time"

"Please" He looked at me all soaking wet from the rain and opened the door wider for me to come in.

He walked into the kitchen and I followed. "Let me get you a towel"

"Thankyou" he walked away leaving me alone for a few minutes.

"There you go" He handed me a towel, plastic bag, T-shirt and sweatpants.

"Thankyou, Julian"

"Bathroom is right there"

I walked into the bathroom, to see baby edges were all down but surprisingly my hair was still gelled up. I took out my low ponytail and put it in a high bun, I needed to let it dry, which was probably going to take a while. I put on the clothes he gave me and put my wet clothes in a plastic bag.

And the I walked out, and followed him to the couch.

"Can we talk about last night?"

"Yeah, I would like that"

"okay"

"Gia, I don't want you to feel like I am jealous of Danny or  that I am very emotional. I'm not its just that I really like you and I don't know if I can compete with Danny. Danny is-"

"Danny is not you Julian. You are probably the sweetest guy ever and if I'm being honest one of the most adorable and at the same time hottest guy I ever really known. And I don't want to fight"

He looked at me and smiled " Me neither"

I gave him a hug and cuddled up next to him.

"Movie? or 'movie'", he raised his eyebrows. "Movie"

" Damn" we both laughed.