Desire

chapter 11

I woke up with my head on Julian's shoulder and his head leaned back on the top of the couch. He looked so funny when he was asleep. His head was leaned back and his moth was wide open. I wonder if I should put stuff in there so he knows he was sleeping with his mouth wide open.

I got up from the couch trying not to wake him and headed towards the kitchen. I opened up all the cabinets to see where his snacks were but he seemed to not have any. I guess it must be a sign, he might choke or something. So instead I cuddled up next to him and turned on another movie. It was actually a pretty good movie, but I watched so many more after that. This boy stayed sleep forever. 

After 4 movies it started to get really late. But I felt bad leaving him on the couch like this. 

"Julian," I tapped his shoulder but he wouldn't budge. "Julian?" No answer.

I should just grab a blanket and a pillow for him and then I should leave. I walked up the stairs slowly. Bracing myself for what might be up there. I knew his bedroom was up there. But that's all I knew. I didn't want to come up there and open the wrong door and find like dead bodies on the floor or like taped to the wall. but wouldn't that be something. But to my disappointment it was only a couple doors and they were all open, so I didn't have an excuse to look through them. I walked to Julian's room and took the blanket and pillow from off his bed bringing them downstairs. And still he was sound asleep. I draped the blankets over him and placed the pillow underneath his head. I wrote him a little note and left it on the table next to the couch. 

It read: Hey Julian, It started to get late so I headed home, you were sound asleep so I found you some blankets and a pillow so you would be comfortable sleeping on the couch. But, Um stop by tomorrow , so we can hangout, my dad will probably be home so good luck with that. -Gia

I headed out the door,into my car and too my house. And on my way home I got a call.

"Hello?"

"Gia?"

"Hello?"

"Its Danny"

"I gotta go"I was about to hang up.

"No please, Gia, I need a ride home, i'm drunk and my friends ditched me, please"

Fuck, why did he have to call me? Uggh

"Fine, where are you?" He gave me his address and started on my way there. And I gyess he was at a house party because when I pulled up, he was in front of a house and it was pitch dark and all the lights were off. Danny walke dup to the car and got it.

"Thankyou Gia, you are the best" His words were slurred so he sounded really funny. After a couple minutes of the ride, Danny was saying some pretty funny jokes and for some reason it was really funny.

"Hey Gia, you want to know something?"

"And what is that?" I looked at him with my eyebrows raised.

"You are so beautiful, you know that"

"No I didn't, its only like you told me 12 times"

"No seriously, like ever since that kiss I look at you different. You like make me nervous when I talk to you, and its kind of crazy because of all the effect you have on me. I am so jealous of Julian, he is so lucky to have you. Sometimes I imagine stuff like you and I are like really, really happy together and like you are holding my hand and we are just in love. I picture that someday. And you know whatelse?" He looked at me.

"hmm"

"I don't believe you about the kiss, you liked it I know you did, you had too, because that kiss was magic."

I looked at him and  then back at the road. To be honest WhenI think about that kiss, I think about how much I enjoyed it and sometimes I keep replaying it over in my head. And he was right I was lying. That day we kissed, I felt something, I don't know it was but I know I felt something. And I know myself. If I didn't like Danny he would know. But sometimes when he talks to me I blush, or I just want to kiss him, but then I get guilty and think about  Julian."

"Gia?"

My thoughts were interrupted.

"HUh, yes?"

"you weren't saying anything."

We pulled up to his house. I looked at Danny and smiled.

"Danny, you are right about the kiss"

"Huh?"

I moved closer to him and pressed my lips against his, and I thought he was going to pull back but no, he responded well. His hand were so gentle when he touched my face, it was almost like he didn't want it to be desirable but he wanted it to be passionate. His hands glided down to my back and my hands were behind his neck.

"Danny?"

"Hmm?"

"You should probably go, its late and there is school tomorrow"

"But if I go in I have to stop kissing you and go inside, wake up in the morning,forget about it, and go to school. So if I have the chance to kiss you more and possible be late to school. I don't give a fuck, It is going to be worth it."

"Danny, you are drunk go inside and drink some water"

He rolled his eyes " Dammit you are such a tease" he got out of the car and went inside. I pulled off. I know you are wondering, why did I kiss him? Well i know he is going to forget about it anyway, and he does remember it, he is most likely going think it is a dream. So he'll have a nice little headache in the morning. I rode all the way home, showered, and went to sleep.