Grind & Pray ( Yn and august alsina)

21.

Yn pov

My stomach been hurting like hell the past few days , August and his mother wanted to take me to the hospital but I don't won't to because I'm not ready and it's not even time to give birth yet
I groaned holding the bottom of The stomach,  August mom looked at me and signed.

" Come on Yn I'm taking you to the hospital,  No if ands or buts about it "

I shook my head

" August! " She yelled

He came running downstairs. He looked at me

" we bouta take her to the hospital "

" Okay " He helped me up and we went to the car

he sat me in the backseat

" Breathe baby " He pecked my lips then his mama got in and sat next to me

he got into the drivers seat and started up the car and sped to the hospital , The pain began to get worse and worse, 

About 5 minutes later,  we pulled up to the hospital August and his mom helped me in. 

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I was in the room they assigned me in,  This pain was killing me.  August came over to the bed and held my hand,  They said they couldn't hear a heart beat so I'll have to give birth Asap. 

The doctors came into the room and got me ready to give birth,  When they did that it was time for me to push

" 1...2...3... push " the doctor said

I pushed as hard as I can and squeezed August hand

" Again,  1....2....3"

I pushed again

" I see the head! " a nurse called out

" Come on Yn,  You got this " August said kissing my forehead.

" 1...2...3. " I pushed and screamed at the same time

I pushed a couple more times , Then the baby was finally out and he wasn't crying,  I was worried as hell. the nurses rushed him out and I started crying

" It's okay Just pray,  God is watching over us I know he's going to be okay" August mom said

I looked at her and nodded " Me to " I said low

I eneded up falling to sleep .

August pov

I was sitting in the chair next to Yns bed As she was sleeping , my mom went to the bathroom . I was looking at her just thinking about how I did her the past few months and wondering how my child is doing. 

It's been about 2 hours and they still haven't came and told us how he's doing which is making me more worried as the time went by .

There was a slight knock on the door

" Come in!"

The doctor walked in

" I have news about The baby "

" Okay "

" Well , Something went wrong with his breathing it stopped as y'all know and he's currently in NICU "

I signed and ran my hand through my hair.

" We'll keep y'all on updates of your baby "

I nodded " Thanks doc "

He nodded and left out the room closing the door behind him , I sat back down and brung my chair closer to her bed

" Baby wake up " I shook her

she opened her eyes " Yes?  did they tell you about the baby? "

" Yes baby " I grabbed her hand

she looked down at our hands and looked back at me

" he's currently in NICU"

her eyes grew big and her eyes started to water , I signed Wiped her tears and peaked her lips

" It's gone be okay baby I promise "

" I hope"

My mom walked back in and she scrunched her eyebrows when she saw yn crying

" What happen? "

" The baby in NICU " I answered

she gasped " Can we see him "

" I don't know,  they ain't tell me if I could or not. "

Yn laid her head back on her pillow

"this is all my fault" She said covering her face with her hands

" What? "  I said

" If I would've came to the hospital when y'all told me to everything would've been okay "

" Yn don't blame yourself "

She started crying harder and her cries is all we heard.